A friend once told me something that I didn't thought much about it, until a few months ago when I stumbled upon it in another way and realised how true it is. The thing this friend told me was that, happiness is a choice.
There's a cliche saying that we all can choose to live happily or wallow in self pity all the time. Somehow I guess all these while I've been doing the latter unknowingly. We were celebrating a friend's birthday sometime back when during the dinner we were having some beer and I kept saying that I just want to be happy. No I wasn't drunk, but I guess the alcohol just made me say out my inner feelings after so many things that happened. A friend once told me that I'm very easy to please, small little simple things and I can be satisfied already. Which is true cause the thing I always wanted the most all along as simple as it sounds, is just to be happy.
I know happiness is a choice that ultimately only we can make for ourselves. But I really hope it can be a choice that comes naturally and that I can make with ease. As for my birthday, I made a wish. What is that wish, I won't say it out cause if I did it won't come true already isn't it?