So, school's back again. I agree with Bavaani, it feels like the first day of poly all over again. I dont know why but i still feel a little awkward around them. And while most things never change, somethings did turn for the better.
Yesterday Dicky went to school with me and sat in during my lectures. As usual we crap around doing stupid stuffs. Haha. Its been a long time since we attended the same class. It was great to have him there. If i have a chance i'll go to NYP and do the same thing. I guess my classmates were ok with Dicky, there's Kay staying around near Dicky's place and Luke sharing the same birthday as Dicky. After lunch, Dicky and me went to sit in Kenny's pacc lecture. Jasmine came along too, and Thompson and Royston came some time after that. Like what Kenny said, "Wa, its like mass OPSS lecture crashing." Lol. I went and met up with them at 5 and Olivia came at that time too. Then we went to find the birthday boy, Bernard. Went back yishun for dinner and went to seletar reservoir to celebrate midautum festival. Our initial plan was to play with candles but end up the wind was too strong. We didnt got to play much.
Then came today which i was looking forward to, Primers basketball session. It wasn't much of a training because all we did was just playing some matches with each other. I wasn't really excited when i heard that there might be a Primers' basketball team. Its quite close to my dream, being able to be in a basketball team. But i just dont feel so happy when i heard the news. I'm a little disappointed, today wasn't what i really expected it to be. Suddenly, i'm not really looking forward to IPOD anymore.
3 days after school had reopen and i still cant adapt back. Whatever the teachers are saying are not going into my head. I've been thinking about the whole situation again. Even though the thought of it really kills my brain but i just cant seem to not ponder bout it. I do hope things are like what it seems.
Sally can wait.
but i cant
Wednesday, September 26, 2007 8:35 PM;
Sunday, September 23, 2007 10:01 PM;
The 100th post.
So, tomorrow's the end of the holidays and the start of a new term. During this period of time, i have been hanging out with the rest( now call "Momoder" for no apparent reason) almost everyday. Its almost the best holiday i ever gone through. Even though its abit crazy to meet up with each other practically everyday but then at least we get to have fun everyday. Haha. And also, witnessing the reuniting of old friends was the best damm thing that happened this holiday. I dont know how they did it, but i'm sure happy that they did. If would be hands down the best ever if Jing join us during this time. Then the 4 of us will be back together like in the past. (:
Ok, enough of what happened or what would have happen. Let's talk about what will happen in the near future. IPOD in about 2 to 3 weeks time and i'm giving 101% starting from now on. Hopefully i won't fare badly when the time comes. Practice is definitely much much needed. And and also, really paying attention to lectures and tutorials this time. I can see the modules getting harder and harder the coming semester. And and and also, not forgetting, to be a better man.
I guess everyone will be back to usual when the time is up. Everything will be back to square one, unfortunately. But we'll see. Hopefully things will last until the next holiday, and maybe the holiday after that, and the holiday after after that..
And as for Sally
Sally can wait.
So, tomorrow's the end of the holidays and the start of a new term. During this period of time, i have been hanging out with the rest( now call "Momoder" for no apparent reason) almost everyday. Its almost the best holiday i ever gone through. Even though its abit crazy to meet up with each other practically everyday but then at least we get to have fun everyday. Haha. And also, witnessing the reuniting of old friends was the best damm thing that happened this holiday. I dont know how they did it, but i'm sure happy that they did. If would be hands down the best ever if Jing join us during this time. Then the 4 of us will be back together like in the past. (:
Ok, enough of what happened or what would have happen. Let's talk about what will happen in the near future. IPOD in about 2 to 3 weeks time and i'm giving 101% starting from now on. Hopefully i won't fare badly when the time comes. Practice is definitely much much needed. And and also, really paying attention to lectures and tutorials this time. I can see the modules getting harder and harder the coming semester. And and and also, not forgetting, to be a better man.
I guess everyone will be back to usual when the time is up. Everything will be back to square one, unfortunately. But we'll see. Hopefully things will last until the next holiday, and maybe the holiday after that, and the holiday after after that..
And as for Sally
Sally can wait.
Thursday, September 20, 2007 11:59 PM;
Guess what. I made it into the team. U cant believe how happy i was, and still is. So, it does pay off to work hard. Haha. Let's see how i fare in this one.
Anyways the main subject for today's post is not that. Its
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DICKSON (DICKY) GOH (DI SHEN) AND LUKE FONG LIANG SHENG!
Coincidentally both of my two great friends' birthday fall on the same day, which is today. Haha.
Ok, let's start from yesterday night. Sudden decision to go to Dicky's house with Bernard. Bernard suggested buying a cake so we bought a tiramisu cake on the way. Wanted to surprise Dicky with the cake but his refrigerator simply had no more space to squeeze the cake in. And so we could just only tell him bout the cake. Lol. So we played donkey, the card game, and Bernard lost 5 of the 6 rounds! LOL. After awhile Miao, G and Thompson came. Sang happy birthday song and Dicky cut the cake. But instead of eating the cake, we ate the mac we ordered. Haha
Then we went up and webcam with Olivia and Fengling. I went to slept halfway cause i was too tired. Then woke up in the morning and i went home first while the rest were still sleeping away. Met up with Bernard, G, Olivia, Fengling and Thompson in the afternoon to 'surprise' Dicky during his tennis practice. Turned out it wasnt much of a surprise. Lol. Then Dicky went home to celebrate with his family while the rest of us went to eat.
This part is specially dedicated to Dicky. I feel guilty every year this day because we always cannot come up with a great birthday for him. Even a simple gift we will always dont know what to buy for him cause he doesnt have anything he really wants. But when it comes to our birthdays, he will always give his best. Nothing less. I know he will say having us is good enough for him already but i really hope we can get him something he really wants someday. (:
Anyways the main subject for today's post is not that. Its
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DICKSON (DICKY) GOH (DI SHEN) AND LUKE FONG LIANG SHENG!
Coincidentally both of my two great friends' birthday fall on the same day, which is today. Haha.
Ok, let's start from yesterday night. Sudden decision to go to Dicky's house with Bernard. Bernard suggested buying a cake so we bought a tiramisu cake on the way. Wanted to surprise Dicky with the cake but his refrigerator simply had no more space to squeeze the cake in. And so we could just only tell him bout the cake. Lol. So we played donkey, the card game, and Bernard lost 5 of the 6 rounds! LOL. After awhile Miao, G and Thompson came. Sang happy birthday song and Dicky cut the cake. But instead of eating the cake, we ate the mac we ordered. Haha
Then we went up and webcam with Olivia and Fengling. I went to slept halfway cause i was too tired. Then woke up in the morning and i went home first while the rest were still sleeping away. Met up with Bernard, G, Olivia, Fengling and Thompson in the afternoon to 'surprise' Dicky during his tennis practice. Turned out it wasnt much of a surprise. Lol. Then Dicky went home to celebrate with his family while the rest of us went to eat.
This part is specially dedicated to Dicky. I feel guilty every year this day because we always cannot come up with a great birthday for him. Even a simple gift we will always dont know what to buy for him cause he doesnt have anything he really wants. But when it comes to our birthdays, he will always give his best. Nothing less. I know he will say having us is good enough for him already but i really hope we can get him something he really wants someday. (:
Monday, September 17, 2007 10:53 PM;
THIS IS JUST DAMM GREAT.
I am disappointed, really really disappointed. If i lost by skills because i am a lousier player i wont mind a single shit. But now i dont even have a goddamn chance to try. I dont see any reasons for me to work hard anymore, no point for me continue doing what i'm doing. Everything's just useless.
Bye bye dream...
Friday, September 14, 2007 10:40 PM;
gym, badminton, gym, basketball, gym, swim. Summary of what i did for the past few days. Every night i'll be totally drained out, with aches here and there. But i guess that's the only way to vent out all the frustrations.
Chao chee bye.
One is this, another one is to train my strength and stamina. Gotta prepare 100% for IPOD, nothing less. Just keep pushing. Even if it leaves me with half a life i'll still do it. I dont really have much time left anyways. Right now, nothing is more important then this. Its my top priority.
Looking at my results just makes me want to laugh. U got to be kidding me. I guess i disappointed god, again. But whatever it is, we'll talk after IPOD. Studies can be taken care of much later.
Chao chee bye.
One is this, another one is to train my strength and stamina. Gotta prepare 100% for IPOD, nothing less. Just keep pushing. Even if it leaves me with half a life i'll still do it. I dont really have much time left anyways. Right now, nothing is more important then this. Its my top priority.
Looking at my results just makes me want to laugh. U got to be kidding me. I guess i disappointed god, again. But whatever it is, we'll talk after IPOD. Studies can be taken care of much later.
Monday, September 10, 2007 11:59 PM;
So.
Food Junction was alright. Not as fun as i thought it would be, but then still quite fun la. We covered pretty much of geylang i think, running from places to places most of the time. To cut the story short, Food Junction is like 食之路口. The game where u go around finding and eating food to link to the next food. Yea so we ate pretty lot of food, like around 17 dishes. I hope i get fat.
We needed to take pictures with the food we ate as proof. I managed to get some of them.
This is the forfeit that the last team have to eat. Its ice kachang with ketchup and chili sauce and god knows what other sauces.
I didnt ate it but i heard it was not so bad. Lol
After that went to Dicky's house, stayover. Kay and i went back together since he stays around the same place. Sam, Bern, Thomp, Miao, G, Fl and Nad were there too, for the stayover. Did the usual stuffs at Dicky's house. Sam turned into his old self and started attacking most of the guys. And unfortunately i was the first victim. Went downstair to the living room where Dicky and Nad was. We talked quite abit, and Nad taught me and Dicky about some female stuffs. Haha. Then we just watched the mtv channel until 5 in the morning and slept on the sofa. I went home the next afternoon while the remaining were still there.
Then came today where we went sentosa. Kenny, Miao, Dicky, Bern, Dingli, Thomp, Olivia, Fl, G and Sam. Was raining here at yishun in the morning and was raining at sentosa too, which sucks pretty badly. Hit some volleyball, kicked some soccer and played some water. That's what we did at the beach. Then after all these, we did the luge and skyride. Was pretty scary and fun. And o ya, managed to bump into Hui ping at siloso beach. Luckily she called me, if not i wouldnt have know. Haha. Then we left sentosa and headed back. The rest went to catch a movie back at yishun i guess, i went off. Just didnt had the mood for a movie.
Alright i think that's it.
Food Junction was alright. Not as fun as i thought it would be, but then still quite fun la. We covered pretty much of geylang i think, running from places to places most of the time. To cut the story short, Food Junction is like 食之路口. The game where u go around finding and eating food to link to the next food. Yea so we ate pretty lot of food, like around 17 dishes. I hope i get fat.
We needed to take pictures with the food we ate as proof. I managed to get some of them.
This is the forfeit that the last team have to eat. Its ice kachang with ketchup and chili sauce and god knows what other sauces.I didnt ate it but i heard it was not so bad. Lol
After that went to Dicky's house, stayover. Kay and i went back together since he stays around the same place. Sam, Bern, Thomp, Miao, G, Fl and Nad were there too, for the stayover. Did the usual stuffs at Dicky's house. Sam turned into his old self and started attacking most of the guys. And unfortunately i was the first victim. Went downstair to the living room where Dicky and Nad was. We talked quite abit, and Nad taught me and Dicky about some female stuffs. Haha. Then we just watched the mtv channel until 5 in the morning and slept on the sofa. I went home the next afternoon while the remaining were still there.
Then came today where we went sentosa. Kenny, Miao, Dicky, Bern, Dingli, Thomp, Olivia, Fl, G and Sam. Was raining here at yishun in the morning and was raining at sentosa too, which sucks pretty badly. Hit some volleyball, kicked some soccer and played some water. That's what we did at the beach. Then after all these, we did the luge and skyride. Was pretty scary and fun. And o ya, managed to bump into Hui ping at siloso beach. Luckily she called me, if not i wouldnt have know. Haha. Then we left sentosa and headed back. The rest went to catch a movie back at yishun i guess, i went off. Just didnt had the mood for a movie.
Alright i think that's it.
Wednesday, September 5, 2007 11:58 PM;
Inter-Primers Olympics Day 2007
(I-POD)
(I-POD)
I-POD is an annual sporting competition open to all Primers from the various Primer companies (NP, SP & NYP) within The Boys' Brigade in Singapore. The I-POD gives Primers from these companies the opportunity to meet and interact with each other and to compete in various sporting activities
Date: Saturday, 13 October 2007
Time: 0830 - 1700 hrs
Venue: Ngee Ann (Sports Complex)
Games:
2)Captain's ball (girls) - 7 players, 2 sub
3)Basketball (guys) - 3 players, 1 sub
4)Basketball (girls) - 3 players, 1 sub
That's the main event. For me. To think i found out all the details in NP.Primers' website. SP.Primers didnt mention anything about it. Lol. Anyways Food Junction with primers this sat, in geylang. Pretty clean place i must say, if u get what i mean. After that maybe staying over at Dicky's house. Depends. Stayover too many times already.
Working towards it, is terribly tough. But i'm trying to follow what AJ told me. Just keep pushing. I will bear that in my head. I really hope results will show this time. Hmm.. ok bye.
Saturday, September 1, 2007 2:05 AM;
Review
To think i was hesitant to go to orientation at the beginning. I guess it kinda felt something like your first day in primary school? U know that its going to be fun, but at the same time u cant help but feeling a little scare. Anyways its the end of semester 1 already. Things now are different from how it was in the beginning. At least everyone was still friendlier towards each other then, and personality didnt came out much. Maybe because we were strangers to each other. All 19 of us didnt know each other at all then. And what we could do was just smile at each other and try to think of things we might have in common, hoping our friendship would be established faster. Now, we are all too predictable by one another. Too used to each others' ways. Friends we thought we are going to be close with, turns out to be far from that. And friends we thought we never going to befriend with, turns out to be the ones we can confide in. Ironic how life is.
Lately i've been feeling strongly about bitches. I dont use to hate people, but now when i see bitches i'll have a very negative feeling about them. As if it wasn't bad enough when there are bitches in my lectures, my friend had to have one as a friend. The sight of her really irks me. The bitch, not my friend. Whenever i see her i just feel like going over to her and give her a bitchslap. Isn't she honoured? She have a slap named after her.
I'm not the same as i was when i just got into SP. Many things have happened since then, both good and bad. Considering what i gone through, going through and going to go through. Its hard not to change. Change both for the better and for the worst. I feel that i have grown up during this period of time. Taking on more responsibility and such because of my Dad's case. At least everything is going to be ok. I hope so.
Primers' IPOD challenge is coming. Run swim gym. That's what i'm going to do in this period of one month. Plus not forgetting basketball training. That's the main thing. I am a better man now compared to the old me, but still. I dont think i'm there yet. I'll just continue working towards it.
to be a better man.