Just a normal and simple blog

Dear Xing zong,
Its been quite sometime since Kay and I saw you.

Monday was your 2nd year anniversary but I had work and Kay only came back that night so we went today instead. The last time we went and visit you was a year ago and you still look the same today as usual, happy. It seems that every time when we go and find you the trip isn't that smooth. The first time my dad drove us there we made a wrong turn and had to go one big round, the second time we took a bus but we alight at the wrong stop. This time was no different cause Kay overshot and we missed the turn. Kay said something that made me wonder if it was true, he said if you don't want us to come that's why we always couldn't get there right.

But the right thing we did like the previous time was to get your favourite long john set meal which I really hope you enjoyed it. Kay and I didn't talk to you openly this time but just in our hearts which I guess you heard us just the same. Its been 2 years and up till now we still don't know the reason why you did it. Every time Kay and I visit you we would discuss the possible reasons and all but never really came to a conclusion. To me, I feel that no matter what is the reason or reasons are, it doesn't matter anymore already. Cause as long as its the decision that you made, I will just stand by it.

I wonder if you were still around would you be waiting to go in the army or would you been like those who just went in today. Would you be in some other army divisions or would you be just like your brother becoming an officer which is no surprise to me cause you had always been so fit. I always keep wondering how things will be like if you were still around but the thing I always wonder most, is that if you are doing well wherever you are.

Ben.

Dear blog,
Actually I wanted to post the whole story about a friend and I which I spent about 2 weeks writing and rewriting. But I just couldn't get the feel of the story right and its kinda long, so I guess I'll just do a short one instead.

I'm a person that treasures friendships, especially when the particular friendship means something more to me. The friendship between this friend and I is kinda interesting cause it didn't start the usual way for me. I have to admit when I first saw this friend I really didn't expect us to be friends at all, much less the situation now. From "don't even want to talk to this person at all" to "normal friends who talk a little here and there" to "good friends who talk almost every night" and lastly to now, I guess we came a long way.

But just like every friendship that seems to be going quite well and getting better for me, something had to happen which unfortunately the friendship was affected. Yea I know that most of the times its because of my words and actions that cause things to turn worst but, I really have my own reasons. Things kinda went downhill for us awhile but we managed to fix things, which sadly I can't say the same to other friendships that mean something.

Even though things seems to be back to normal and we're alright now, I guess we won't have much more time together already anyways. Like what I told this friend, I just wish we had more time and be able to do more things together but I guess people entering and leaving our lives is all part and parcel of life.

Because this friend, is going abroad to study.

Ben.

You don't get to choose if you get hurt in this world, but you do have a say in who hurts you

Just a normal and simple guy leading a normal and simple life. A Gemini born on 29 May and is 26 this year. Likes to reminisce about the past and wonders what could he have done differently, and now looks forward to the future to see what will it bring. So tell him if you can invent a time travel machine or have already invented one.

2006: 12
2007: 01. 02. 03. 04. 05. 06. 07. 08. 09. 10. 11. 12
2008: 01. 02. 03. 04. 05. 06. 07. 08. 09. 10. 11. 12
2009: 01. 02. 03. 04. 05. 06. 07. 08. 09. 10. 11. 12
2010: 01. 02. 03. 04. 05. 06. 07. 08. 09. 10. 11. 12.
2011: 01. 02. 03. 04. 05. 06. 07. 08. 09. 10. 11. 12.
2012: 01. 02. 06. 07. 09. 10. 11. 12.
2013: 01. 02. 03. 04. 05. 07. 08. 09. 11. 12.
2014:02. 03. 04. 05. 06. 07. 08. 09. 11. 12.
2015: 03. 04. 05. 10. 11. 12.
2016: 01. 12.