Friday, August 24, 2007 6:00 PM;
Like what i told some of my friends. We got all the time in the world to study for that 2 damm paper. Its
2 papers in
2 weeks u know. But most of us, had to procrastinate and have a mindset of aya-tomorrow-then-study-la. Result, last minute studying into the wee hours of the morning. So i woke up yesterday at 5am and started revising and doing past year papers. Crazy? yea i know. But that's how i do things. After that met up with Kay and went to school together. I could have revise abit more on the train but i wanted a break. Turns out to be a bad decision.
Reached school and waited outside of the exam room, still i didnt want to read through my notes. I couldnt finish the paper in the end. Questions were answered halfway here and there. Even the most simple calculations of MP, MC and all that shit i didnt know how to do. When i saw the question i was like, LAN JIAO! After the teachers collected the papers, Bryan who was sitting behind me asked how was it. I turned to him and just said i didnt finish the paper. Then Bryan, being the 'nice' friend that he is, gave me a hard whack on the back and said ''Eh benjamin dont emo la. U got one month to emo, u emo now for what." ..... Bryan i hope u are reading this.
After the paper we went to clementi and ate. Couldnt find anything to do after eating so we hanged around in the arcade. Still couldnt think of what to do so we all decided to go home. What a celebration huh. Lol. Reached home, lie on my bed and slept for god knows how long. Alright i think that's it.
The next one will be one hell of a post.
Wednesday, August 22, 2007 9:20 PM;
无尽的爱 - 刘明峰
我在每个和你分开的日子里
爱你的心从未止息
看时间悄悄划开我们的距离
让我不能自己
发现我不够好你也不完美
纷纷扰扰伤痕累累
恨自己当初伤害你不懂得珍惜
却来不及
我在无尽的等待
却只剩伤害
心碎的时刻喔有谁能明白
无尽的悬崖孤独的存在
没有你的未来
我的爱失去后才明白
后知后觉你却在咫尺天涯
道不尽千言万语
在心口难开真实你的存在
你的爱我总是放不开
只能在梦醒时分痛却难以释怀
在我心上没人能替代
是你的无尽存在
无尽的爱
Monday, August 20, 2007 12:10 AM;
So my dad got admitted to the hospital again. Another long story and i dont want to talk about it. I guess i'm the maid of the month now huh. Juggling with household chores, preparing meals and studying for that damm last paper. However i still have not study much yet. I was planning to study exactly one week before the paper but something had to crop up. The A for my Pacc is gone already and i dont want my B for Econs to fly away too. Why B u may ask? Cause if its an A i will have to get 94 marks for this exam, which is not impossible. But somewhere near there.
Ok this part is dedicated to those who tagged me to do the stupid quiz.
If u're thinking that i'm going to do it. Well, i'm sorry to disappoint u then. Haha. No offence, but i just dont like to do these stuffs. No particular reason. Ok i tell u one weird thing about me. That is, i dont like to do this quiz. Haha. Lol.
Ok. I think i'm done with this entry. I know its quite short but then, i tried my best already. Life's nothing much interesting for me nowdays. I'm only looking forward to the holidays which will be a brand new start for me. Anew. Alright i shall go continue my chores now. Damm it, i'm sounding more and more like a houseson. Lol.
to be a better man.
Tuesday, August 14, 2007 11:59 PM;
So yesterday was the accounts paper. I read through the mcqs, read the second question and pondered for a very long time. Then turned to the third question and started writing. Yea, that was how bad it was. After the paper the balls plus Bryan went to eat botak jones. Great time hanging out together. Bavaani the queen decided to leave the commoners, us and join her royal friends.
Then came today where i went dental in the afternoon. Decided to change the colour of my rubber bands. Well, no more transparent ones. Since like already everyone knows i'm wearing braces even though i try very hard not to show. Yea, something new. After dental, was suppose to meet Keyan mummy and go catch a movie. But then mummy's still sick. So being the good er zi that i am, i told her to go back and rest instead of meeting me. Yep, so i went back all the way to yishun and bought a ticket for the simpsons movie. Yes i went to watch a movie alone again, if u're wondering. Well, to me it was pretty good. Noone beside u and u can laugh like hell without any worries. If mummy was there, i wouldnt have laughed so loud. Lol. But there was a couple seating infront of me though. I still did laughed quite loudly behind them. But i did try to control my laughter a little. I hope they didnt hate me. Anyways the movie was great. But would have been better if the couple wasnt there. Then, i'll laugh like this.
After that, went to meet up with Dicky and the rest to chili out. Bernard, Kenny and Nad. They were studying actually. Ha, what can i say. Being with them is simply great. Lame jokes here and there. Hahaha. Yep, so i've recovered already people. But my appetite's still a little missing. I'm trying to regain it. No more two spoons of rice and i'm full already. No more.
O yea. I saw/read something last night. I was damm happy after seeing it. I also dont know why. Haha. Its surprising, how little a thing can make me so happy. All is not lost yet, i think. Hee
Give me one more chance
to be a better man.
Saturday, August 11, 2007 10:36 PM;
It just gets better and better isnt it? "Better" in this sense la.
I shouldn't have forced myself to go for the Ec test yesterday. I had the damm mc but i still chose to go. I thought i was alright already but the moment i stepped out of the house, my stomach starts to hurt. And hurt it is, from the way to school till today morning. Its seriously damm pain. Something like menstrual cramp plus labour pain. I'm not joking. So i went to see the doc this morning, again. And more medicine came.
Anyways now my whole family is down with illness. Everyone's sick and all. But Daddy and Mummy still try their best to take care of me. Not sleeping much and waking up at wee hours in the morning to give me my medicine and check my temperature. And all these, make me ever more determined to work hard for them. I'm the only one they can rely on, so i'm going to make myself a strong support.
Sometimes i wish i have someone else to care for me. And someone else that i can care for too. Someone that i can whine to whenever my stomach hurts like hell. Someone to scold me whenever i'm sick and i dont want to see the doctor. Someone to force me to take those cute cute tablets that doesnt taste anything like cute. Someone.
Or maybe i already have such someones. Just that they're always not the ones i want. Gosh, u must be thinking i'm blabbing nonsense right. I think so too. I think i haven take my medicine yet. Lalala.
O yea, i have not started any revision for Pacc. GG GL and HF to me.
Wednesday, August 8, 2007 10:15 PM;
Er, i'm sick. Yea.
Good luck to me. Ec test, Pacc and Econs paper. Cant really do anything now. A fever with 38.4 degree. No basketball tomorrow either, which sucks real hard. Bathing with cold water could really kill me. Right now its just me, myself and the bed. And occasionally some cute cute tablets that come in many different types of colour.
O ya, tomorrow's national day. I cant help but keep thinking of 2 years ago, where joaquim chorale performed as part of ndp choir. It was fun.
Ok back to bed now. I know i will be celebrating tomorrow, with some red and white tablets. (:
Tuesday, August 7, 2007 8:10 PM;
'I prefer to concentrate more on study now'
That was the first step i took to screw myself up. It was a mistake. Even though till now i'm still not sure if it really is. But dude, can u imagine me saying that?!? To quote from a good friend of mine who said this, 'Only a gundu would be stupid enough to not realise that u guys avoid each other.' Wa, i didnt know it was that obvious la. Haha
But still, i would like to use the sentence again. 2 more papers and 2 more weeks. After that it will be holidays! and also time for a little stats revision. Haha. Did some catching up with Sam last night. Had supper together and chatted. It was great. Then came today's ITAB paper, microsoft words. It was ok, i guess. Much better then excel. Pass? Dont know leh, whats more needing to get 60 70 marks so that i wont retain and forward module. But i really hope i will be able to pass this shit. After the paper, most of the members of fishball( 12 balls + fisherman's family) went fishing. We had quite abit of fun even though we didnt catch anything. It was a interesting new experience.
Ok done of update.
Eh wait, did i mentioned i made a new friend? Yea. Ok i just did.
Saturday, August 4, 2007 12:10 AM;
If its ah beng u want, its ah beng u'll get.