Holy shit!
I just realise something.
How could i have missed that.
Tuesday, October 30, 2007 10:18 PM;
Holy shit!
I just realise something.
How could i have missed that.
Thursday, October 25, 2007 9:35 PM;
Its great to know how your love ones are doing.
Even if they don't know that u care
about what's happening to them everyday.
Be it their daily mood,
what they're ranting about,
or even their clumsiness. (:
I doubt i'll ever get what i really want.
But i guess i'm happy enough
to know that they are doing fine.
Even if they don't know that u care
about what's happening to them everyday.
Be it their daily mood,
what they're ranting about,
or even their clumsiness. (:
I doubt i'll ever get what i really want.
But i guess i'm happy enough
to know that they are doing fine.
Monday, October 22, 2007 5:01 PM;
I guess u know i know that u know.
Saturday, October 20, 2007 11:59 PM;
Its been exactly one week when i competed in IPOD. I always had this habit of thinking back exactly one week ago when something significant for me happened. Like i'll think "what would have happen if i did this?", "would the outcome been different if i didn't did what i did?" Its sad to say that i will always have regrets after everything i did. And how i hope i can undo everything if i'm given a chance to. But o well..
I have a hundred and one things to be done. School has started for a month already and mid semester test is coming in 2 weeks time. I notice i've been blogging quite frequently these days, like an update every 2 days. So i think its enough already. I wont be blogging much for now, unless there's something i really want to say.
Right now its back to continuing being a better man. I have a rough plan in my head on how to amend my mistakes, but i'll see how it goes.
不要轻言放弃, 否则对不起自己
I have a hundred and one things to be done. School has started for a month already and mid semester test is coming in 2 weeks time. I notice i've been blogging quite frequently these days, like an update every 2 days. So i think its enough already. I wont be blogging much for now, unless there's something i really want to say.
Right now its back to continuing being a better man. I have a rough plan in my head on how to amend my mistakes, but i'll see how it goes.
不要轻言放弃, 否则对不起自己
Thursday, October 18, 2007 8:31 PM;
I guess i'm becoming a more cheerful person. Being more lively during classes. Laughing at every single thing possible. I dont know why, but after IPOD i became like this. Maybe i feel like i have finally fulfill my dream after competing in IPOD. And whatever that comes after it is all happiness. But, i have to say i still feel sour inside of me sometimes. Its like sucking 10 lemons together at one go. >.<
I saw a familiar backview today. After taking a second glance i realised it was that same backview. However this time, i didnt feel a strong urge to catch up with it. And so i sighed to myself while i took slow steps. I wanted to look back but i stopped after turning my head halfway. I didnt felt a need to, since that backview would have already been gone. And so i continued making my way up to class. Climbing up each stairs as if i had just climbed the whole great wall of China. I walked to the classroom, sighed to myself one last time and opened the classroom door...
Just practicing CRS here. My composition not bad hor? Haha
I saw a familiar backview today. After taking a second glance i realised it was that same backview. However this time, i didnt feel a strong urge to catch up with it. And so i sighed to myself while i took slow steps. I wanted to look back but i stopped after turning my head halfway. I didnt felt a need to, since that backview would have already been gone. And so i continued making my way up to class. Climbing up each stairs as if i had just climbed the whole great wall of China. I walked to the classroom, sighed to myself one last time and opened the classroom door...
Just practicing CRS here. My composition not bad hor? Haha
Tuesday, October 16, 2007 11:10 PM;
After 无尽的爱, another song composed by 刘明峰. (:
麻痹了 也无所谓
想我们 当初谁都不理谁
无数个昼夜白天 在这交叉点无奈时间冻结了一切
你不在 我的身边
仿佛又 跌跌撞撞走回原点
想念在第一时间找不到到不了 你所谓的永远
对你的思念 如千丝万线想吻你的脸 一转身又不见
试探我的心 在心里蔓延渴望这爱 早已超越了极限
在爱情里不算太遥远
多么奢望 能够牵着你的指尖
时光一逝永不回 在我们隔绝之间在爱情里不算太遥远
在一刹那 终于相信了永远 不算太遥远Sunday, October 14, 2007 9:52 PM;
I dont know how to start this post but to just say that IPOD is finally over.
And yes, as i predicted, we didnt made it into the finals. But we sure did have alot of fun. 3 matches, 2 loss and 1 draw. Our team was SP team 3 and our first match was against SP team 2. Since it was our own people playing against one another we played quite a relax game. But it was still may the better team win. Second match was quite important to us as we might have a chance to get into the finals if we win this match. NYP team 2 was the team we were up against. We were leading at first but they caught up. At the end of the match we managed to shoot in a 3 pointer and got a draw. Last match was against NP team 2, which had really big and tall players. Cutting in was impossible so we had to shoot outside. It was a really tough match with the opponent team using their sizes but we had quite a close match.
So the finals was SP team 2, NP team 2 and another two teams from the other group. The weather was freakish, one minute it was all bright and sunny and another minute it was drizzling. So while waiting for the rain to stop, all of us went to cheer for our captain ball girls. I think they were playing in a semi final match at that time. After that it was the basketball finals and our SP team 2 won! And i also heard that our captain ball girls came in first too. But the most important thing was that SP Primers are the overall champion in this year IPOD!
I guess everything went quite alright, but i'm a little disappointed. I forgot some stuffs when i was playing and we could have won the second match against NYP team 2. But other then that, i think i played quite reasonable well. At the end of one match there was this guy in NP team 2 told me my 3 pointer was quite accurate. I dont really agree with him but i dont disagree with him also. Haha. I guess i was kinda nervous. But the whole thing was a really great experience for me.
I'm definitely joining IPOD'08. (:
And yes, as i predicted, we didnt made it into the finals. But we sure did have alot of fun. 3 matches, 2 loss and 1 draw. Our team was SP team 3 and our first match was against SP team 2. Since it was our own people playing against one another we played quite a relax game. But it was still may the better team win. Second match was quite important to us as we might have a chance to get into the finals if we win this match. NYP team 2 was the team we were up against. We were leading at first but they caught up. At the end of the match we managed to shoot in a 3 pointer and got a draw. Last match was against NP team 2, which had really big and tall players. Cutting in was impossible so we had to shoot outside. It was a really tough match with the opponent team using their sizes but we had quite a close match.
So the finals was SP team 2, NP team 2 and another two teams from the other group. The weather was freakish, one minute it was all bright and sunny and another minute it was drizzling. So while waiting for the rain to stop, all of us went to cheer for our captain ball girls. I think they were playing in a semi final match at that time. After that it was the basketball finals and our SP team 2 won! And i also heard that our captain ball girls came in first too. But the most important thing was that SP Primers are the overall champion in this year IPOD!
I guess everything went quite alright, but i'm a little disappointed. I forgot some stuffs when i was playing and we could have won the second match against NYP team 2. But other then that, i think i played quite reasonable well. At the end of one match there was this guy in NP team 2 told me my 3 pointer was quite accurate. I dont really agree with him but i dont disagree with him also. Haha. I guess i was kinda nervous. But the whole thing was a really great experience for me.
I'm definitely joining IPOD'08. (:
Friday, October 12, 2007 8:15 PM;
I was looking through my message inbox in class just now where i stumbled upon a sms. I received this sms from someone a few years back.
(Picture of an apple)
不要轻言放弃,(Picture of an apple)
否则对不起自己.
这颗苹果是我给你的元气!
加油!
I can almost imagine her standing right infront of me and telling me this. I guess if she is here, she also won't want me to give up. I won't say that i have alot of motivation after i read the sms, but at least now i have another reason to do well for tomorrow. All the balls i'm shooting tomorrow are for her, an old friend of mine.
Good luck to me for tomorrow! (:
Wednesday, October 10, 2007 10:55 PM;
IPOD is this saturday. And today was the final ''training'' or ''practice'' or whatever u call it. All these basketball sessions since the beginning only helped me in one way. Help me realise that i can only dream about my dream.
Just this monday, Ben and i came back to Katib and we played against some secondary 2 guys. There was this guy who was as tall as me but his speed was way faster. I was blocking him where he faked me once and just ran past me. I was completely stunned. Usually tall people are not that agile. U see, i cant even play against a secondary 2, what's more against Primers from other polys.
Whatever left inside of me now is everything but confidence. To think i was so eager at first, hoping that our team may actually win. But now its hoping to not be the last team. And hell, we haven even seen our last member of the team yet. How great is that.
I am this close to giving up.
On u and basketball.
Just this monday, Ben and i came back to Katib and we played against some secondary 2 guys. There was this guy who was as tall as me but his speed was way faster. I was blocking him where he faked me once and just ran past me. I was completely stunned. Usually tall people are not that agile. U see, i cant even play against a secondary 2, what's more against Primers from other polys.
Whatever left inside of me now is everything but confidence. To think i was so eager at first, hoping that our team may actually win. But now its hoping to not be the last team. And hell, we haven even seen our last member of the team yet. How great is that.
I am this close to giving up.
On u and basketball.
Saturday, October 6, 2007 12:39 AM;
So many people asked me who is Sally. I gave a few answers, but i have to say none of them are totally correct. I want to reveal the identity of Sally but i'm quite lazy to explain everything. So i guess Sally can wait. (:
On the same day, the people from SP choir called me. They know i was in choir before so they asked if i was interested to join them. I know i told myself in the beginning of the year i wont join choir again, since i was tricked into joining by my peer leader in the past. I hate to admit it but i'm a little tempted to join leh. Lol. I did made alot of friends during my 4 years in choir, and because of these choir friends, i made even more other friends that are not in choir. Maybe that probably explains why i have so many friends from every level. Lol. So by joining SP choir i might meet new people i guess.
Pictures.
First pic of the day.
Fengling took this.
Dont ask me. I dont know what i was thinking of at that time also.
That's Olivia's hand, not mine. Lol
Caught Fengling this time while she took another pic.
TADA! All of our hard work. Haha
We took 3 different group photos, end up this is the only one left. Lol. Haha. Anyways this is Momoders' first ever group pic.So Sam, Miao and G stayed over at Dicky's house while the rest of us went back. By the time i reached home it was quite late and i waited for my hair to dry before going to bed. I think this is a pretty good excuse for me being late for 1 and 1/2 hour today. Dont u think so too? Haha
Monday, October 1, 2007 8:53 PM;
1 week after school reopened. It was great to see everyone again. I guess we'll be seeing each other for quite some time more, till the next short 2 weeks break. Its the second week of semester 2 already, so i guess its time to work hard. I hope my concentration level will last longer then last semester.
Anyways,
Anyways,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to
SHIPING (AI AI)
SHU ZHEN (ACT CUTE)
JOYLINE (SMALLER BAO)
SHIPING (AI AI)
SHU ZHEN (ACT CUTE)
JOYLINE (SMALLER BAO)
I still feel a little awkward, i guess maybe both of us are. I did try to talk to her, but it was kinda hard. Whatever that comes out of my mouth were either stupid or random comments. But nevertheless i tried. Come to think of it, i was very dumb to start ignoring her in the first place for no apparent reason. I did have my reason though, but maybe i was thinking too much then. I dont know if she realised it but she did still talk to me. Maybe i was too unresponsive until she gave up. Yea i know its my fault, my friends have already chided me. But i am slowly trying to make amends for my mistakes now. I guess maybe she is just friendly towards everyone, most of everyone.
I dont know if i should write all these but i doubt she reads my blog anymore. And even if she stumbles onto this, at least she knows what happened.
And so Sally can wait, she knows its too late as we're walking on by.