Dear blog,
I wanted to talk about something else today initially, but some stuffs happened the past two days so I thought I'll write about them first.
Coincidentally, I got the chance to clear things up in the air about 2 issues which I decided to do so. Its kinda interesting that the chances came back to back, and that the incidents got to be redressed one after another. Though some are still halfway from being back to like how it was before, some are alright already. I know that I'm the reason sometimes for causing things to turn out like that, but I also know that I have my reasons for doing certain things at that point of time. I was chatting with someone last night(early morning) and that person said something that made me realised its not worth losing a good friend just because of some stuffs that happened. Which is true be it either any one of them, or the other few for that matter.
Things are alright now I guess. Which is good cause now I can do the things I need to do with a clearer mind. And lastly, I like the feeling of ending things in a good note.
Ben.
Dear blog,
Its been quite sometime since I last wrote. Not that I don't have any thoughts or whatsoever during this period of time. I occasionally write down some stuffs that I save as drafts but didn't publish them out until I feel like it. Anyways I just want to say something about today.
To be honest, I was quite looking forward to today. I though today will be like a month ago, a good day. But I was somewhat wrong. The day started off not so well, and I was quite unhappy. I realised that I will always feel this way when things don't happen the way I planned or thought it will happen. But anyways after sometime everything slowly became alright and we just continued the day. I suddenly remembered how similar this incident is compared to something that happened 1, 2 years back, just that its a different person this time round.
What's worth mentioning was that something happened at night that I didn't expect it to happen and it sort of made my day. You know, I realised that its like a same cycle happening again just like the previous few cases. Maybe this time things will finally have a better ending? I don't know. But I do know that I hate to say this again, which is I guess we'll have to see where it goes from here.
Overall, I guess today is a good day.
Ben.