Before the day ends
I just want to say..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Ah Jie!
Haha.
Well you're 17 already so try to act like your age ok. Haha. Dont be childish at times. Must set an example for your di. And dont blame your di for acting cute. He never did at all.
Lastly stop bullying me already! I'm old enough hor. Haha.
Love
Di.
Wednesday, January 31, 2007 11:59 PM;
Monday, January 29, 2007 11:30 PM;
When i first heard it, my heart totally sank.
I had this same feeling everytime something happen.
Its like my heart skip a beat.
It almost stop.
I nearly cried.
Like every other time.
But i just cant.
Like every other time.
Just cant cry out..
All i can do is haha and u laugh at me.
:)
Nevermind.
I'm ok.
Really.
Just now came back with Sam and his sis. They are one pair of great siblings. They can talk bout anything. I kinda walk further away from them cause i dont want to be near them. Its not bout them, its bout me. Then suddenly Ester ask me if i'm embarrass or what. I replied nope. Its just how i wish i have such a sister. Or at least a sibling. I just want someone i can talk to. Someone who can just listen to me. O well at least i have a sis. Haha.
:)
:'(
I had this same feeling everytime something happen.
Its like my heart skip a beat.
It almost stop.
I nearly cried.
Like every other time.
But i just cant.
Like every other time.
Just cant cry out..
All i can do is haha and u laugh at me.
:)
Nevermind.
I'm ok.
Really.
Just now came back with Sam and his sis. They are one pair of great siblings. They can talk bout anything. I kinda walk further away from them cause i dont want to be near them. Its not bout them, its bout me. Then suddenly Ester ask me if i'm embarrass or what. I replied nope. Its just how i wish i have such a sister. Or at least a sibling. I just want someone i can talk to. Someone who can just listen to me. O well at least i have a sis. Haha.
:)
:'(
Saturday, January 27, 2007 5:30 PM;
I dont know if fate is playing games with me or what.
All i can say is i just have to leave it up to fate.
Leave it to decide how things will play out.
As much as i want it to happen tomorrow, i do not want it to happen.
I do not want to rush things just so that i can meet the deadline.
I really tired my best and gave all i could.
Blame me not if its not perfect.
Right now i'm down and helpless. All i can do now is just hope and believe in fate.
And have patience..
Just a random picture.
All i can say is i just have to leave it up to fate.
Leave it to decide how things will play out.
As much as i want it to happen tomorrow, i do not want it to happen.
I do not want to rush things just so that i can meet the deadline.
I really tired my best and gave all i could.
Blame me not if its not perfect.
Right now i'm down and helpless. All i can do now is just hope and believe in fate.
And have patience..
Just a random picture.Wednesday, January 24, 2007 2:29 PM;
I'm very tired.
Mind, body, heart and soul.
Been doing the same exact things for days. Or maybe even weeks. Wake up, go work, come home, go out again, come back, sleep, next day wake up,.. Its ok when i go out everyday after work and come back late in the night if i'm able to get what i want. But the problem is that i'm not gaining but losing everytime i go out. I will come back empty handed. And i have to spend every other two days topping up my ezlink card.
I'm not blaming anyone or anything but i was just wondering if life's just like that. No matter if u're happy or sad, time still passes the same. Time wont slow down for u when u're happy or passes faster whenever u wishes it would. When i was in the mrt to work today, i had a sudden feeling of tiredness. Or should i say extreme tiredness. Its like i never slept at all for the pass 16 years and 8 months.
As much as i hate to carry on doing what i'm doing. I have to continue. And while i do that, i'm waiting for that day to come. That day is the only thing that keeps me going. I thought of many things we can do. Hope she'll enjoy herself on that day.
Maybe this is the feeling of trying very hard to find something that's not there..
*Then I see you standing there,
Wanting more from me.
And all I can do is..
Try
Mind, body, heart and soul.
Been doing the same exact things for days. Or maybe even weeks. Wake up, go work, come home, go out again, come back, sleep, next day wake up,.. Its ok when i go out everyday after work and come back late in the night if i'm able to get what i want. But the problem is that i'm not gaining but losing everytime i go out. I will come back empty handed. And i have to spend every other two days topping up my ezlink card.
I'm not blaming anyone or anything but i was just wondering if life's just like that. No matter if u're happy or sad, time still passes the same. Time wont slow down for u when u're happy or passes faster whenever u wishes it would. When i was in the mrt to work today, i had a sudden feeling of tiredness. Or should i say extreme tiredness. Its like i never slept at all for the pass 16 years and 8 months.
As much as i hate to carry on doing what i'm doing. I have to continue. And while i do that, i'm waiting for that day to come. That day is the only thing that keeps me going. I thought of many things we can do. Hope she'll enjoy herself on that day.
Maybe this is the feeling of trying very hard to find something that's not there..
*Then I see you standing there,
Wanting more from me.
And all I can do is..
Try
Sunday, January 21, 2007 11:22 PM;
I been shot. TWICE.
My parents just blew their top on me. They double team me lor. What the. zZz. Handicap match leh. How to fight u tell me? Haiz. But i guess its their turn le ba. Now i know how its feels to get shouted at without any reasons. zZz. I only ask them to help me write a letter of authorization so that i can go take the tickets with Jie tmr then they started to shout at me le. Then they keep ramming on. Non stop. One is already enough for me to bear, what's more two! zZz.
Most likely i wouldn't say this to them face to face but i'll just say to them here.
I AM SORRY.
My parents just blew their top on me. They double team me lor. What the. zZz. Handicap match leh. How to fight u tell me? Haiz. But i guess its their turn le ba. Now i know how its feels to get shouted at without any reasons. zZz. I only ask them to help me write a letter of authorization so that i can go take the tickets with Jie tmr then they started to shout at me le. Then they keep ramming on. Non stop. One is already enough for me to bear, what's more two! zZz.
Most likely i wouldn't say this to them face to face but i'll just say to them here.
I AM SORRY.
Saturday, January 20, 2007 11:48 PM;
Fuck la.
Ok. Dont worry this time is not bout the whole world again. I'm done with that. Damm angry at the barber. He cut my hair wrongly. Now my hairstyle is like shit.
I went into the shop and sat down since the 2 usual barbers who cut for me were busy. And then came in this man who ask me if i want a haircut. So i thought to myself, must be a new guy, dont know want to let him cut ma. Then i think nevermind, let him have a chance to prove himself. So i let him cut for me, but i had a strange feeling that it wont be good. Anyways i told him what i wanted and he started to cut. He took quite long to cut my fringe so i told him just cut abit. And u know what he said. He said cant u see? In my mind i was like OF COURSE I CANT SEE LA, I TOOK OFF MY SPECS LEH. zZz. But i did not shout at him, i put my specs on and to my horror, he cut my fringe straight. WHAT THE. Like girl's hairstyle like that. After that he asked if i want to cut my layer behind. He said its too long for school. Again WHAT THE. Do i still look like i'm schooling?!? And how can a student at this time still have dyed hair. Stupid right.
When i came back i was very moody. Kinda blew my top on my parents again. I swear i was damm angry that i will kill anyone who provoke me at that time. Yes its that serious. Had no mood to do anything after that so i went to sleep. When i woke up i was not that angry le. Wonder why i have such a hot temper. Cant bear to look in the mirror le. Dont want to see myself.
Anyways play basketball with Wei Ying today. My other friends were busy with their school work so no training today. Haiz. Its been a long time since we played together le. But cant blame them. They're either in poly year1 or sec4 now so no time while i'm the only one not schooling, just waiting for results. Since noone was coming, i called Wei Ying. Funny we both woke up late together. Was supposed to meet at 7.45 but we meet at 8 instead. So the whole morning were only the two of us. But saw Diyao, then saw Jason and Yong Siang and Yong Wei. After playing, Wei Ying and i talked. We talked about alot of things, funny things that happened during primary school. Kinda fun. Haha.
zZz. Still cant get over my hair. Hope it quickly grows back to the length it was. Anyways if u see me outside i guess u know what to do ba. Dont speak anything of it will be great.
Ok. Think i'll update till here.
Ok. Dont worry this time is not bout the whole world again. I'm done with that. Damm angry at the barber. He cut my hair wrongly. Now my hairstyle is like shit.
I went into the shop and sat down since the 2 usual barbers who cut for me were busy. And then came in this man who ask me if i want a haircut. So i thought to myself, must be a new guy, dont know want to let him cut ma. Then i think nevermind, let him have a chance to prove himself. So i let him cut for me, but i had a strange feeling that it wont be good. Anyways i told him what i wanted and he started to cut. He took quite long to cut my fringe so i told him just cut abit. And u know what he said. He said cant u see? In my mind i was like OF COURSE I CANT SEE LA, I TOOK OFF MY SPECS LEH. zZz. But i did not shout at him, i put my specs on and to my horror, he cut my fringe straight. WHAT THE. Like girl's hairstyle like that. After that he asked if i want to cut my layer behind. He said its too long for school. Again WHAT THE. Do i still look like i'm schooling?!? And how can a student at this time still have dyed hair. Stupid right.
When i came back i was very moody. Kinda blew my top on my parents again. I swear i was damm angry that i will kill anyone who provoke me at that time. Yes its that serious. Had no mood to do anything after that so i went to sleep. When i woke up i was not that angry le. Wonder why i have such a hot temper. Cant bear to look in the mirror le. Dont want to see myself.
Anyways play basketball with Wei Ying today. My other friends were busy with their school work so no training today. Haiz. Its been a long time since we played together le. But cant blame them. They're either in poly year1 or sec4 now so no time while i'm the only one not schooling, just waiting for results. Since noone was coming, i called Wei Ying. Funny we both woke up late together. Was supposed to meet at 7.45 but we meet at 8 instead. So the whole morning were only the two of us. But saw Diyao, then saw Jason and Yong Siang and Yong Wei. After playing, Wei Ying and i talked. We talked about alot of things, funny things that happened during primary school. Kinda fun. Haha.
zZz. Still cant get over my hair. Hope it quickly grows back to the length it was. Anyways if u see me outside i guess u know what to do ba. Dont speak anything of it will be great.
Ok. Think i'll update till here.
Thursday, January 18, 2007 10:25 PM;
Quick update.
zZz. Been busy this whole week so never update as often. I'm been going to town almost everyday. Need to find things. Think i will be out everyday again for the next 2 weeks until i found the suitable things. Only covered some parts of singapore, still left alot of other places.
On a lighter note, i bought Take That's new album already. But only have time to listen to Patience. Have to find time to slowly enjoy the other songs. O ya, i changed my blogsong to the song Patience. The one i been recommanding by the band Take That. Since i have the album now, if anyone's interested in their songs, i can send u.
Think i'll stop here. Nothing interesting to blog anways. O ya. Shu zhen told me that the results for O level will be out on 9 Feb. Her sis told her de. Hope its a later date ba. Don't want to take the results so fast.
Hope i am able to find what i want.*
zZz. Been busy this whole week so never update as often. I'm been going to town almost everyday. Need to find things. Think i will be out everyday again for the next 2 weeks until i found the suitable things. Only covered some parts of singapore, still left alot of other places.
On a lighter note, i bought Take That's new album already. But only have time to listen to Patience. Have to find time to slowly enjoy the other songs. O ya, i changed my blogsong to the song Patience. The one i been recommanding by the band Take That. Since i have the album now, if anyone's interested in their songs, i can send u.
Think i'll stop here. Nothing interesting to blog anways. O ya. Shu zhen told me that the results for O level will be out on 9 Feb. Her sis told her de. Hope its a later date ba. Don't want to take the results so fast.
Hope i am able to find what i want.*
Monday, January 15, 2007 8:15 PM;
Damm it.
Wanted to intro u all a song long time ago but the radio beat me to it. Fuck. I heard this song a few weeks ago when i was watching chinese mtv. Yes CHINESE mtv. lol. Its a english song btw. Then just now when i was in gym, i heard 987 played this song. I was excited at first but then i thought o shit. The radio was faster then me. Haiz. Nevermind. Its also a good thing in a sense at least more people will get to know this song and the band.
I talked so long but still haven't tell u the name of this song and the band. Ok. The song is call Patience by the band Take That. Funny band name huh. I thought so at first but found out that they had a long history. They were formed more then a decade ago, in 1990. Robbie Williams was one of their members but he left the group in 1995. The band became a foursome but then splited in Feb 1996. And now, they're back. With a new album call Beautiful World.
Cant wait to buy their new album. The last time i check i cant find the album leh. Hope singapore got sell le. If u all want the song tell me, i send it to u all. When i first heard this song i like it very much. I find the lyrics very meaningful. Some lines really touch me, cause they fit... Haiz.
Just have a little patience,
Still hurting from a love I lost,
I’m feeling your frustration,
but in any minute all the pain will stop,
just hold me close inside your arms tonight,
don’t be to hard on my emotion.
Cause I, need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I’m still healing
Just try, and have a little patience
I really wanna start over again
I know you wanna be my salvation
The one I can always depend
I’ll try to be strong, believe me I’m trying to move on
Its complicated but understand me,
Cause I, need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I’m still healing
Just try, and have a little patience yeah
Have a little patience yeah.
Cause the scars run so deep,
its been hard but I have to believe
have a little patience
have a little patience
Cause I, I just need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling.
So while I’m still healing
Just try, and have a little patience
Have a little patience
My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I’m still healing
Just try, and have a little patience
Wanted to intro u all a song long time ago but the radio beat me to it. Fuck. I heard this song a few weeks ago when i was watching chinese mtv. Yes CHINESE mtv. lol. Its a english song btw. Then just now when i was in gym, i heard 987 played this song. I was excited at first but then i thought o shit. The radio was faster then me. Haiz. Nevermind. Its also a good thing in a sense at least more people will get to know this song and the band.
I talked so long but still haven't tell u the name of this song and the band. Ok. The song is call Patience by the band Take That. Funny band name huh. I thought so at first but found out that they had a long history. They were formed more then a decade ago, in 1990. Robbie Williams was one of their members but he left the group in 1995. The band became a foursome but then splited in Feb 1996. And now, they're back. With a new album call Beautiful World.
Cant wait to buy their new album. The last time i check i cant find the album leh. Hope singapore got sell le. If u all want the song tell me, i send it to u all. When i first heard this song i like it very much. I find the lyrics very meaningful. Some lines really touch me, cause they fit... Haiz.
Just have a little patience,
Still hurting from a love I lost,
I’m feeling your frustration,
but in any minute all the pain will stop,
just hold me close inside your arms tonight,
don’t be to hard on my emotion.
Cause I, need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I’m still healing
Just try, and have a little patience
I really wanna start over again
I know you wanna be my salvation
The one I can always depend
I’ll try to be strong, believe me I’m trying to move on
Its complicated but understand me,
Cause I, need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I’m still healing
Just try, and have a little patience yeah
Have a little patience yeah.
Cause the scars run so deep,
its been hard but I have to believe
have a little patience
have a little patience
Cause I, I just need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling.
So while I’m still healing
Just try, and have a little patience
Have a little patience
My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I’m still healing
Just try, and have a little patience
Sunday, January 14, 2007 9:45 PM;
Last night went down to pass Melissa my Amaths textbook. She lost hers. When she ask me can give her mine, i was reluctant at first. That book means alot to me. I love/hate that book. Love it because i love maths the most, hate it because Amaths is a very tough subject. I still remember last time the whole class hated Amaths as they had difficulty passing it. Almost everyone say they wanted to drop the subject. Even with intense studying, u still may not pass it. Its just either u know it or u dont.. or maybe that just applies to some of us. I remember i used to study very hard for it, even though i got f9 most of the time. Lol. But still it was part of wonderful memories of the past. I dont think i will be studying Amaths anymore, so i hope i can get at least a pass for my Amaths O level.
Ok. Updates bout today.
Went to catch The Blood Diamond with Olivia. Wanted to just eat dinner together but she say if just eat will be very sian. So we went causeway to watch. The movie is quite nice, but there's alot of fighting and bloodshed scenes. Some parts are very gross, they showed a man's arm being chopped off. No wonder its NC16. The last part when Solomon Vandy (Djimon Hounsou) reunite with his family was quite touching.I was shocked when Olivia took out a tissue during the part Danny Archer (Leonardo DiCaprio) was dying. I thought she was crying but she said she almost cried. Then after the movie she kept on complaining to me why Leonardo died. She said he always die in movies. Lol.
We went to Long John afterwards to have dinner and saw some people we didnt want to see. Went to Northpoint to find Fengling and Josephine. They wanted to take neoprints at first but Olivia and i dont want. Olivia say she got pimples so she dont want to take and for me is that i dont take neoprints de. So in the end we never take. Walked around for awhile and waited with them for the bus. After that i went home.
I recommend u all to go watch The Blood Diamond. It really makes u think twice before buying any diamonds. Haha. U will know the blood and sweat of finding them after watching the movie.
And overall i enjoyed myself today. ^.^
Ok. Updates bout today.
Went to catch The Blood Diamond with Olivia. Wanted to just eat dinner together but she say if just eat will be very sian. So we went causeway to watch. The movie is quite nice, but there's alot of fighting and bloodshed scenes. Some parts are very gross, they showed a man's arm being chopped off. No wonder its NC16. The last part when Solomon Vandy (Djimon Hounsou) reunite with his family was quite touching.I was shocked when Olivia took out a tissue during the part Danny Archer (Leonardo DiCaprio) was dying. I thought she was crying but she said she almost cried. Then after the movie she kept on complaining to me why Leonardo died. She said he always die in movies. Lol.
We went to Long John afterwards to have dinner and saw some people we didnt want to see. Went to Northpoint to find Fengling and Josephine. They wanted to take neoprints at first but Olivia and i dont want. Olivia say she got pimples so she dont want to take and for me is that i dont take neoprints de. So in the end we never take. Walked around for awhile and waited with them for the bus. After that i went home.
I recommend u all to go watch The Blood Diamond. It really makes u think twice before buying any diamonds. Haha. U will know the blood and sweat of finding them after watching the movie.
And overall i enjoyed myself today. ^.^
Thursday, January 11, 2007 9:00 PM;
1 week ago..
i was still in chalet.
1 week ago..
i was having alot of fun.
1 week ago..
i forgot all my anger and hate.
1 week ago..
i stayed with my friends together and enjoyed their company.
1 week ago..
i realised how nice it was to have friends right beside u all the time.
1 week ago..
i barbecued for them to eat. :)
1 week ago..
i did what i dreamed of doing all along.
1 week ago..
i walk with my friends around downtown east as a group.
1 week ago..
i and my friends chat happily as we walk around. and thats what i dreamed of doing.
1 week ago..
1 week ago.. Haiz. Many things can happen in 1 week. Everything can change in 1 week or nothing can be change in 1 week. If a person knows that he's going to die 1 week beforehand, will he be able to change things? Will he be able to amend his mistakes? Will he be able to go to every person he knows and tells them how he feel about them? Haiz.
If u can go back to 1 week ago, what will u do?
I know i will go back to 1 week ago and smile.
i was still in chalet.
1 week ago..
i was having alot of fun.
1 week ago..
i forgot all my anger and hate.
1 week ago..
i stayed with my friends together and enjoyed their company.
1 week ago..
i realised how nice it was to have friends right beside u all the time.
1 week ago..
i barbecued for them to eat. :)
1 week ago..
i did what i dreamed of doing all along.
1 week ago..
i walk with my friends around downtown east as a group.
1 week ago..
i and my friends chat happily as we walk around. and thats what i dreamed of doing.
1 week ago..
i felt moody and drank alot.
1 week ago.. Haiz. Many things can happen in 1 week. Everything can change in 1 week or nothing can be change in 1 week. If a person knows that he's going to die 1 week beforehand, will he be able to change things? Will he be able to amend his mistakes? Will he be able to go to every person he knows and tells them how he feel about them? Haiz.
If u can go back to 1 week ago, what will u do?
I know i will go back to 1 week ago and smile.
Wednesday, January 10, 2007 9:00 PM;
Wow lucky me. I managed to sleep my fever off. But i'm losing my voice though. Lol
Just came back from cca orientation. Went there to help up and collect my edusave and eagles award. Supposed to meet Josephine at 3 but work ended late so end up meeting at 330. I was still late anyways. Lol. When we went in we told the security guard that we came to help up our cca but they say can only go in if a teacher signs us in. I tried calling ms azzah but she never pick up. And guess who save the day?
MR TANG!
O MY GOD. He was going out on his way home when he saw us. We just greeted him and then he asked if we need teacher to help sign in. Then he just sign in for us just like that! So damm good rite. But he still mistook us for 4a2 people. zZz. But he is still that damm good la. To think we treated him badly in the past and sleep at his class all the time. O MY GOD. I feel really guilty right now..
Anyways we went in and walked around. Saw many friends and talked. And i just realised i got friends from every level. Yea including the new sec1s. Hui fang's sister and Joseph's brother are in sec1 now. Lol. After that went to find choir. Saw them at the art gallery. Too bad they finished singing by then. Mr lim then pass me the tin full of lollipops and ask me to give to the sec1s. When i just walk out to the parade square, everyone came and take the lollipop from me. Including MUMMY. Lol. Hai wo get scolded by my juniors when they saw. zZz.
Had alot fun during orientation. Went to other cca and find people. Snatch sec1s from other cca also. Long time never do that already. Feel so shuang. Haha. After we pack up, went to music room to hear the teachers talk. And i think i always go in at the wrong time. Whenever i go in everybody will stop talking and look towards the door. Like they discussing some BIG secret and when i come in they stop. Anyways i find the new choir teacher Mr goh quite nice. He seems to be like a nice person. Always laughing and joking around. He talked to the sec4s after choir was dismissed and encouraged them to work hard.
O ya. Something funny happened just now. When i was on my way back, Ming gui followed me. Then when she reached her house she ask me where i was going. Lol. Ok this is how our conversation goes.
Ming gui: Benjamin. Where u going?
Me: I going home lor.
Ming gui: Then why u follow me?
Me: I where got follow u? And how can i follow u when i'm walking in front.
Ming gui: U walk so fast lor. I cant catch up with u leh.
Me: ...
So i let u people decide. Who's following who. Haha
Felt good to go back to school. See many friends and talk to them. Miss the old schooling days. How i wish i can go back. Too bad people cant go back to the past. Someone* once said that...
Just came back from cca orientation. Went there to help up and collect my edusave and eagles award. Supposed to meet Josephine at 3 but work ended late so end up meeting at 330. I was still late anyways. Lol. When we went in we told the security guard that we came to help up our cca but they say can only go in if a teacher signs us in. I tried calling ms azzah but she never pick up. And guess who save the day?
MR TANG!
O MY GOD. He was going out on his way home when he saw us. We just greeted him and then he asked if we need teacher to help sign in. Then he just sign in for us just like that! So damm good rite. But he still mistook us for 4a2 people. zZz. But he is still that damm good la. To think we treated him badly in the past and sleep at his class all the time. O MY GOD. I feel really guilty right now..
Anyways we went in and walked around. Saw many friends and talked. And i just realised i got friends from every level. Yea including the new sec1s. Hui fang's sister and Joseph's brother are in sec1 now. Lol. After that went to find choir. Saw them at the art gallery. Too bad they finished singing by then. Mr lim then pass me the tin full of lollipops and ask me to give to the sec1s. When i just walk out to the parade square, everyone came and take the lollipop from me. Including MUMMY. Lol. Hai wo get scolded by my juniors when they saw. zZz.
Had alot fun during orientation. Went to other cca and find people. Snatch sec1s from other cca also. Long time never do that already. Feel so shuang. Haha. After we pack up, went to music room to hear the teachers talk. And i think i always go in at the wrong time. Whenever i go in everybody will stop talking and look towards the door. Like they discussing some BIG secret and when i come in they stop. Anyways i find the new choir teacher Mr goh quite nice. He seems to be like a nice person. Always laughing and joking around. He talked to the sec4s after choir was dismissed and encouraged them to work hard.
O ya. Something funny happened just now. When i was on my way back, Ming gui followed me. Then when she reached her house she ask me where i was going. Lol. Ok this is how our conversation goes.
Ming gui: Benjamin. Where u going?
Me: I going home lor.
Ming gui: Then why u follow me?
Me: I where got follow u? And how can i follow u when i'm walking in front.
Ming gui: U walk so fast lor. I cant catch up with u leh.
Me: ...
So i let u people decide. Who's following who. Haha
Felt good to go back to school. See many friends and talk to them. Miss the old schooling days. How i wish i can go back. Too bad people cant go back to the past. Someone* once said that...
Monday, January 8, 2007 10:58 PM;
OMG.
I think i'm falling sick too.
Haven't fall sick for a long time le. The last time i fell sick was during last year's choir camp. I remember the next day still have Sentosa performance, and the worst thing is.. its the LAST time sec4s going to perform. So die die must go. zZz. Now i think i'm having fever and sore throat. Just now still went for gym despite not feeling too good. Today trained the lower body so now my legs are sore and numb. My whole body feel so heavy. Cant even sit properly.
These few days got alot people around me also sick. Dont know if its they spread to me. Then during chalet Ai ai also shared her noodles with me. Haiz. Still thought my body resistance is good. Last time when i was young i used to fall sick like almost every week. Everytime also go see doctor. Then when grow up better le. Not so easy fall sick. Haiz, nan de fall sick again. Lol.
Want to lie down the whole day but cant. Tmr still have work. Cant take leave even. I've been absent from work since last week. zZz.
U know whats the worst thing then being sick and having sore and numb legs and having to work the next day? I cant let my parents know that i'm sick. Especially my mum. She's very particular bout this de. Whats more, she's sick too. zZz. That means i cant go see doctor or take any medicine.
O wells.. Just have to sleep it off then. Hope i get better tmr.
I think i'm falling sick too.
Haven't fall sick for a long time le. The last time i fell sick was during last year's choir camp. I remember the next day still have Sentosa performance, and the worst thing is.. its the LAST time sec4s going to perform. So die die must go. zZz. Now i think i'm having fever and sore throat. Just now still went for gym despite not feeling too good. Today trained the lower body so now my legs are sore and numb. My whole body feel so heavy. Cant even sit properly.
These few days got alot people around me also sick. Dont know if its they spread to me. Then during chalet Ai ai also shared her noodles with me. Haiz. Still thought my body resistance is good. Last time when i was young i used to fall sick like almost every week. Everytime also go see doctor. Then when grow up better le. Not so easy fall sick. Haiz, nan de fall sick again. Lol.
Want to lie down the whole day but cant. Tmr still have work. Cant take leave even. I've been absent from work since last week. zZz.
U know whats the worst thing then being sick and having sore and numb legs and having to work the next day? I cant let my parents know that i'm sick. Especially my mum. She's very particular bout this de. Whats more, she's sick too. zZz. That means i cant go see doctor or take any medicine.
O wells.. Just have to sleep it off then. Hope i get better tmr.
Sunday, January 7, 2007 10:05 AM;
Right. Lets continue from friday. I still got things to say but i thought friday's post was kinda too long so i didn continue. Hmm. Well just want to sum up what i felt after chalet.
Well.. I did still felt moody during the chalet. But it was much better than the other days. Guess spending some time outside home cooling down and thinking helps. Maybe drinking helps too. XD. K nevermind bout that. Haha.
I come to a conclusion that... Haiz. Forget it. Actually felt alot on friday but now guess all the feelings' gone already. Should have wrote what i felt straight away on friday. zZz. Didn took photos during chalet. Haiz. Forgot bout it. When i reach home then realised that. Josephine got took some candid shots but got some funny funny de so i dont want to post it. Haha. Lets hope we will have another chalet during june and everyone will come by then.
Ayo. I feel this post is redundant. The things i want to say de all forget already. Write this post also no use. zZz. Aya nevermind la. I write to kill time then. lol.
Well.. I did still felt moody during the chalet. But it was much better than the other days. Guess spending some time outside home cooling down and thinking helps. Maybe drinking helps too. XD. K nevermind bout that. Haha.
I come to a conclusion that... Haiz. Forget it. Actually felt alot on friday but now guess all the feelings' gone already. Should have wrote what i felt straight away on friday. zZz. Didn took photos during chalet. Haiz. Forgot bout it. When i reach home then realised that. Josephine got took some candid shots but got some funny funny de so i dont want to post it. Haha. Lets hope we will have another chalet during june and everyone will come by then.
Ayo. I feel this post is redundant. The things i want to say de all forget already. Write this post also no use. zZz. Aya nevermind la. I write to kill time then. lol.
Friday, January 5, 2007 8:23 PM;
Ok.
Even though my guess was right, but i still enjoyed myself at the chalet very much. Now i wish it came everyday. Lol
Day 1 Wednesday
Was supposed to meet Yiwei they all to buy the food for the bbq at 10. When we went to buy, it was hmm 11, 12 plus? Haha. Play cards at Yiwei's hse while the girls prepare the food. Took cab to the chalet afterwards as there were alot of things to carry. The chalet was damm hard to find. Reached there at 3 something, prepared for bbq at 4 plus. Jun mei and Samuel came at around 5. After a while it started to rain. zZz.. Lucky there's a balcony beside the bbq pit so we shift everything inside and bbq there. More people came afterwards and i help cook the food for them. I was the only one whose face didn turn red after drinking beer. Sam got a little headache after drinking and Cheng fa and Shirley turn quite red. They say if face turn red it means the blood circulation is ok. Erm.. Lets hope i'm not sick. Lol. Drank another can after that anways. Slept at 2 plus.
Day 2 Thursday
Woke up at 8 something. I washed the cups and plates and wipe the table. Funny i dont even do all these at home, wonder why i did it at the chalet. Played poker with the rest while waiting for Cheng fa to wake up. Lost a few bucks while Cheryl and Jun yu were the biggest winner. They won 5 dollars during the last round. Siao bo. After that the girls went to watch movie with Bo sheng while me, Samuel, Cheng fa and Ying lin went to wild wild wet. Its nice to go when everyone's in school. Hees. Saw alot of Caucasian there. We played till 3 plus then made our way back. Started to bbq and i cooked for them again. They said my hotdogs were nice because its very cooked. Start drinking again while cooking, took a break, made a call, drink somemore, received a call, drink somemore, not in good mood, drink somemore, went to room to lie down. Shi ping came in and lied beside me. We talked abit, then Amanda and Samuel came in too. Later they all went out to eat cup noodles. I was still in the room. And then Shi ping came in again with her cup noodles. O ya i want to say something. MY AI AI FED ME NOODLES! ^.^ Even though i was burn, i'm still happy. Haha. Okok, aiai say cannot say too loud. She dont want other people to know. Hees. Shu zhen, Shirley and Josephine stay overnight with us. When everyone left, the whole group of us went to the beach and downtown east to walk. Saw a group of ex OPSS students and Josephine made a joke saying that we are very fresh. Because we are the fresh batch of ex OPSS students. Haha. During the walk i can only say that we were all very guai lan. We played with everything we saw. Haha. I was damm tired but i was very happy. Even though we were a small group but we were all hanging out happily together. After that we went back and slept.
Day 3 Friday
Check out at 10 plus and then took a bus back. Reach home at 12. Cant sleep immediately because have to meet Cecilia at 1. She wanted to pass me something but didn saw her in the end. Rest for awhile then went to gym. Now i'm damm tired and my arms are aching.
Think i will stop here le. Post is so long anyways. Still have basketball in the morning tmr. zZz. Lets hope being tired and aching all over won affect my performance tmr.
Even though my guess was right, but i still enjoyed myself at the chalet very much. Now i wish it came everyday. Lol
Day 1 Wednesday
Was supposed to meet Yiwei they all to buy the food for the bbq at 10. When we went to buy, it was hmm 11, 12 plus? Haha. Play cards at Yiwei's hse while the girls prepare the food. Took cab to the chalet afterwards as there were alot of things to carry. The chalet was damm hard to find. Reached there at 3 something, prepared for bbq at 4 plus. Jun mei and Samuel came at around 5. After a while it started to rain. zZz.. Lucky there's a balcony beside the bbq pit so we shift everything inside and bbq there. More people came afterwards and i help cook the food for them. I was the only one whose face didn turn red after drinking beer. Sam got a little headache after drinking and Cheng fa and Shirley turn quite red. They say if face turn red it means the blood circulation is ok. Erm.. Lets hope i'm not sick. Lol. Drank another can after that anways. Slept at 2 plus.
Day 2 Thursday
Woke up at 8 something. I washed the cups and plates and wipe the table. Funny i dont even do all these at home, wonder why i did it at the chalet. Played poker with the rest while waiting for Cheng fa to wake up. Lost a few bucks while Cheryl and Jun yu were the biggest winner. They won 5 dollars during the last round. Siao bo. After that the girls went to watch movie with Bo sheng while me, Samuel, Cheng fa and Ying lin went to wild wild wet. Its nice to go when everyone's in school. Hees. Saw alot of Caucasian there. We played till 3 plus then made our way back. Started to bbq and i cooked for them again. They said my hotdogs were nice because its very cooked. Start drinking again while cooking, took a break, made a call, drink somemore, received a call, drink somemore, not in good mood, drink somemore, went to room to lie down. Shi ping came in and lied beside me. We talked abit, then Amanda and Samuel came in too. Later they all went out to eat cup noodles. I was still in the room. And then Shi ping came in again with her cup noodles. O ya i want to say something. MY AI AI FED ME NOODLES! ^.^ Even though i was burn, i'm still happy. Haha. Okok, aiai say cannot say too loud. She dont want other people to know. Hees. Shu zhen, Shirley and Josephine stay overnight with us. When everyone left, the whole group of us went to the beach and downtown east to walk. Saw a group of ex OPSS students and Josephine made a joke saying that we are very fresh. Because we are the fresh batch of ex OPSS students. Haha. During the walk i can only say that we were all very guai lan. We played with everything we saw. Haha. I was damm tired but i was very happy. Even though we were a small group but we were all hanging out happily together. After that we went back and slept.
Day 3 Friday
Check out at 10 plus and then took a bus back. Reach home at 12. Cant sleep immediately because have to meet Cecilia at 1. She wanted to pass me something but didn saw her in the end. Rest for awhile then went to gym. Now i'm damm tired and my arms are aching.
Think i will stop here le. Post is so long anyways. Still have basketball in the morning tmr. zZz. Lets hope being tired and aching all over won affect my performance tmr.
Tuesday, January 2, 2007 11:50 PM;
Tmr's the class chalet. Been thinking bout it since the end of O level. But one day before it, i suddenly wish it never came.
Yup. Its on 3rd of jan, the day when everyone returns to school or work. And u might think having a chalet at this time will be great because everyone's gone back to school and the chalet will not be crowded. But i doubt our chalet's going to have alot of people too. Many of my classmates will be either busy working or going to JC. Its very hard for some to take leave during work and i heard JC ends at around late afternoon. How i wish i can go back to school tmr. 10 years of schooling and this is the first time i dont have to go to school when school reopens. I envy those going to JC. They can start a new life after secondary school and quickly forget bout the past. For those going to Poly, we have to wait to start a new life. How nice.
I really hope many people will come tmr. Afterall its our FIRST class gathering after O level, but i doubt the people going will be less then half a class. U know what. I find it bullshit. In the past our class was like so united. At least better then some other classes. But after we graduated, we didnt do anything together anymore. For eg mr Naufaul's house warming. mr Naufaul was one of our class favourite teacher and many people wanted to go to his house warming when they knew there's one. In the end, only 6 pathetic people went. Ya i know not everyone's free all the time but can at least try?
My best guess is that not many people will come.
Lets hope my guess is wrong.
Didnt want to go when i heard something..
Yup. Its on 3rd of jan, the day when everyone returns to school or work. And u might think having a chalet at this time will be great because everyone's gone back to school and the chalet will not be crowded. But i doubt our chalet's going to have alot of people too. Many of my classmates will be either busy working or going to JC. Its very hard for some to take leave during work and i heard JC ends at around late afternoon. How i wish i can go back to school tmr. 10 years of schooling and this is the first time i dont have to go to school when school reopens. I envy those going to JC. They can start a new life after secondary school and quickly forget bout the past. For those going to Poly, we have to wait to start a new life. How nice.
I really hope many people will come tmr. Afterall its our FIRST class gathering after O level, but i doubt the people going will be less then half a class. U know what. I find it bullshit. In the past our class was like so united. At least better then some other classes. But after we graduated, we didnt do anything together anymore. For eg mr Naufaul's house warming. mr Naufaul was one of our class favourite teacher and many people wanted to go to his house warming when they knew there's one. In the end, only 6 pathetic people went. Ya i know not everyone's free all the time but can at least try?
My best guess is that not many people will come.
Lets hope my guess is wrong.
Didnt want to go when i heard something..