I don't know why but every time I want to write something, I'll hold myself back.
Anyways the other day we went pula ubin for RIO camp recee. I didnt meet the others at bedok but went and took the bus from tanah merah instead. I was looking outside the bus on the way to changi village when I suddenly remember last year's recee. That day was quite a special day for me, other then it was the first time I went to pula ubin. The recee was somewhat similar to last year's but just that it ended on a much happier note. While the past two times I came out of ubin things weren't that good.

A few weeks ago when I came back home I don't know why but I started feeling weird. I was looking through my email for some old mail about games for rio camp and I stumbled upon the email that Kay wrote after the incident. I don't know, everything just feels so weird the few weeks back.

Its kinda funny that I always tend to do things even when I know its not really the right thing to do.

Are u a person that thinks of the consequences before u do anything or are u a person that do things without considering the consequences and just do what u want to do? I guess I'm the latter. I won't think of the consequences at the end of the day but just do what I want to do at that point of time and enjoy the short term joy.

Some photos from the recee.



Ben.