Dear blog,
Its been quite some time since I felt this way.
It was a little awkward at the start, then things became to warm up and there were smiles and laughter after that. Of course as usual, in the mist of everything a thousand and one thoughts kept flashing through the mind and the thinking process keeps going on and on. Lastly ending with a bitter sweet feeling even though everything seems as normal as it can be on the surface.
Things may not be the same as a year ago and might never be again, but one thing will never change. Which is if she's happy, then I'm happy too.
Ben.
Tuesday, October 18, 2011 12:06 AM;
Thursday, October 13, 2011 11:13 AM;
Dear blog,
After a stressful and tiring week, I suddenly felt that I had to have a change of something.
And so I decided to cut off my long hair and go for the "army" hairstyle that I've always been avoiding since the start. I just don't like the feeling of when one glance at you and people know that you're in the army. Somehow I was secretly hoping that it would also sort of signify a fresh change and help things at work. But then things didn't get better.
Anyways on a happier note, went and celebrated a good friend's 21st birthday yesterday. Headed to Prive at Marina Keppel Bay which has quite a really nice scenery. Too bad we didn't had more time to walk around because of the reservation I already made but well, guess there'll be definitely a next trip there.
The towers there which I remember seeing right across from mount faber everytime I'm there.
Quite a nice view isn't it, of the sunset when we just got there.
Birthday girl!
During the whole night we kept talking a lot. It kinda amazes us that everytime when we meet, we always have so much to talk about.
Had dessert at a chocolate bar in vivo after that and took a stroll on sentosa boardwalk. Its kinda funny that the first time I was there, there was some fireworks when I didn't expected at all and yesterday when I thought there'll be fireworks again but there wasn't any. Weird.
Best old friend and I. 9 years of friendship since 2003 and still as strong. Next year will be the 10th so we made a deal to do some sort of celebration. Can't wait for then.
Ben.
After a stressful and tiring week, I suddenly felt that I had to have a change of something.
And so I decided to cut off my long hair and go for the "army" hairstyle that I've always been avoiding since the start. I just don't like the feeling of when one glance at you and people know that you're in the army. Somehow I was secretly hoping that it would also sort of signify a fresh change and help things at work. But then things didn't get better.
Anyways on a happier note, went and celebrated a good friend's 21st birthday yesterday. Headed to Prive at Marina Keppel Bay which has quite a really nice scenery. Too bad we didn't had more time to walk around because of the reservation I already made but well, guess there'll be definitely a next trip there.
The towers there which I remember seeing right across from mount faber everytime I'm there.
Quite a nice view isn't it, of the sunset when we just got there.
Birthday girl!
During the whole night we kept talking a lot. It kinda amazes us that everytime when we meet, we always have so much to talk about.
Had dessert at a chocolate bar in vivo after that and took a stroll on sentosa boardwalk. Its kinda funny that the first time I was there, there was some fireworks when I didn't expected at all and yesterday when I thought there'll be fireworks again but there wasn't any. Weird.
Best old friend and I. 9 years of friendship since 2003 and still as strong. Next year will be the 10th so we made a deal to do some sort of celebration. Can't wait for then.Ben.
Monday, October 3, 2011 3:11 PM;
Dear blog,
Even though its about work related stuff but I really feel the need for me to write it down.
The past weekend mount was the worst ever mount for me. Its seems like also the worst thing that ever happen in history for us. I don't know how to write what exactly happened over the past few days cause its a really long story. But what I do know is that a lot of things are going to happen after this incident. Let's hope that everything will be ok in the end.
Right now I'm just absolutely burnt out and totally demoralise.
Ben.
Even though its about work related stuff but I really feel the need for me to write it down.
The past weekend mount was the worst ever mount for me. Its seems like also the worst thing that ever happen in history for us. I don't know how to write what exactly happened over the past few days cause its a really long story. But what I do know is that a lot of things are going to happen after this incident. Let's hope that everything will be ok in the end.
Right now I'm just absolutely burnt out and totally demoralise.
Ben.