Thursday, March 27, 2008 11:59 PM;
I have plenty of mixed feelings now.
I can't say life is being unfair to me because at least i got to know more people during the prep camp. But i think its not wrong of me to say its a little unfair seeing that after how we bonded during the prep camp i can't go for the actual one. And its not the only camp that i can't go also, since Primers recruitment planning camp falls on that exact same 3 days. But the difference is u can only take part in FOC once, unless u're a year1 again for the next sem. Whereas RPC i think its a yearly event. Now that the more i think about it, i feel very disappointed that i can't go for FOC. And to think the reason i can't go for both camps is because of something else.
So many things have happened after that previous post.
1) On that same night she came and talk to me
2) Night walk(damn i so want to talk about this part)
3) POC meeting
But i won't go into details. And there's still more to come, much more. I can see the next few weeks starting to heat up and it'll sure be one hell of a ride.
But i think all these are part and parcel of life.
Sunday, March 23, 2008 9:29 PM;
Momoder
porklard(potluck) 2
Friday. I decided to cook spaghetti, again. Because that's the simplest dish i can find in my own home cook book. So i brought all the ingredients and made my way to Dicky's house. Some of us were cooking there so the kitchen was quite messy after everything. Our food was alright, just that they were a little cold by the time we ate. So we all sat at the pavilion having our "scrumptious" dinner and doing the usual stuffs we always do.
We wanted to make a survivor video with the flame torches by the pavilion that look very alike to the ones in the show. I can say that the video will be hands down the funniest video ever. But sadly, really really very sadly, we didn't do it. Like not everyone was interested leh. It was such a great shame. Anyways after that we sat around doing nothing for awhile, played a few rounds of mahjong and went home after that.
I was actually quite looking forward to everything, but turns out to be a little disappointment in the end. At least to me la.
We're getting to know each other more now. A few months back, we were just senior and junior. But now with all those time we spent doing enrollment exercise and camp planning together, we're definitely getting better. More of good friends i guess. Joke together, talk about stuffs other than related to Primers. And i have to say this, at times, she looks kinda cute. Not those little girl kind of cute but a grown up kind of cute. A little cuteness in her maturity and a little maturity in her cuteness. (:
I got this weird feeling that i'm attracted to older girls. Not those aunties and grandmas but maybe just one or two years older then me? (three years older in this case) I hope its not because i've always yearn for a elder sister since young that now i feel more for older girls. But anyways, she is attached already and i can see that she is attached to a great guy. How do i know?
Because that great guy, he's a friend of mine.
Great going Ben.
Friday, March 14, 2008 11:59 PM;
So, regarding the previous post.
I decided to go along with my interest, on top of any other factors. A tough tough decision when i ticked that tick. And i thought everything's over already after that. But that is, i thought. So i got to know a new friend who was in marketing and wanting to appeal to logistic. She was looking for someone who is in logistic and wanting to appeal to marketing. Surprise surprise, apparently i'm that person she's looking for.
So now she's just waiting for me to confirm with her and we can happily go to the office and get the paperwork done. But what am i waiting for? I got exactly what i wanted, which is get into the option i want without having the other factors that comes with it. PLUS, i get to mix with the other dba classes just like i said i wanted to. (
because she's from another lecture group)
Isn't that like a dream come true?
Its funny how god likes to make spot of men. Ah i guess its another hard hard decision again.
Anyways in case some of u don't know what i'm talking about, i'll say something that everyone can understand. I got a hair cut and my hair is much neater and shorter now. Yup that's it.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008 12:24 AM;
I'll just cut things short.
I don't know if i should appeal or not. On one side its interest, on the other its friends. I have to tell u the truth, i didn't bother about where my friends were going when we had to make choices in the past. But now for some unknown reasons, i'm considering the friend factor. Maybe i'm too use to discussing with Kay about almost everything. But then again my interest isn't there at all. And of course there's also some other factors why i don't feel like appealing.
And why can't we mix with the
other dba classes. I know some people from there and i can definitely say that they're better then some other people i know.
I can't help but wonder if all this is the plan of the guy up there.
Ah i guess it all boils down to tomorrow. A hard hard decision.
Sunday, March 9, 2008 12:21 AM;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!to
Sam
&
Pearl :)
Again, another two of my great friends' birthday fall on the same day.
And i promise Pearl that we'll have another celebration. Since today's, or yesterday's to be exact wasn't that great. Seriously, at least need to get a birthday present or something. Haha
Ok, back to my many other stuffs i have to do.
Wednesday, March 5, 2008 12:32 AM;
Happy birthday Jing Yu :)
We seriously should meet up one day. The last time we all went out together was like after our chinese O level paper to celebrate my birthday? At least that was the last time i remembered. So yea, its been a long time we got together. Hopefully we'll be able to do it this time. (hint hint to the other two).
I didn't want to blog until i got the photos taken in MacRitchie. And i got nothing much to update also. But today's a very special occasion, so yea. Haha. Hopefully i'll be able to update before the birthday of my another very good friend. Another one of us. (hint hint to the other two again)
Hahaha
