Dear blog,
I got so many things to talk about.
My graduation ceremony, Malacca trip, the 2 days without tv, laptop and desktop, my dad letting me drive the car for awhile, the combine birthday bbq yesterday and something that happened the night before. I really want to write all my thoughts down but, I'm tired. If I were to write I'll probably take one whole day to type, edit and post all the photos. Which I will do if I really want to write, if not I rather not write at all.
There's a few more days to the end of May and all I can say about this month is that its the most eventful month. Whether if its the best month we'll have to see how are the remaining days. I'm just hoping that everything will be alright at the end of the day.
There are many photos that I want to post from my graduation ceremony but I'll just post this one.
I'll write again when I got the time and feeling to write.
Ben.
Dear blog,
I can't believe this is the end already. To be honest I got so much to say bout POC, be it the planning since march, during the camp itself, or my thoughts after the camp. But somehow I just feel like keeping this post short.
I can still remember the first meeting as if it was just yesterday, how it started and all. I even remember how hard of a decision for me to come to when deciding which dept to be in for the committee. I can still remember how long ago I've already decided that I'll be doing POC no matter what. All these happened quite a few months ago or even more than half a year back, but the 3 days of camp passed so fast just like that. Even though throughout the camp there were a few bumps here and there but I guess overall it was a great camp with everyone putting in a lot of efforts. After the camp I was walking down from school of business to Primers room alone and on the way my mind kept flashing scenes from all that happened during the 3 days. Suddenly I felt kinda lost cause after being so used to planning for the camp, there's like nothing to look forward to now that its over.
You know there's a saying that there's no party in the world that will not end. From starting out my journey in Primers at POC'08, to returning back from my indefinite break for POC'09 and now doing my last ever event POC'10. I thought there is no other better way to end my journey in Primers, what's more at the biggest event of all. It was definitely a good last event with feel good moments like Peijin and even Kay coming back as committee to help up, plus working with the same officer that I started out with in POC'08. I'm still thinking though, if its the last event that I'm going to plan for or the last event that I'm going to appear. But whatever it is I'll always say, never say never. So I guess we'll just have to wait and see.
But for now, POC'10 will be my retirement event.
Ben.
Dear blog,
I guess this post is long overdue but I couldn't find a more suitable timing to post it then now. (To be honest its more of I couldn't find time to post it until today which I'm freer)
I was talking with a friend one night a few months ago and she told me this, maybe I will like this new chapter, after poly. Then I suddenly remembered the day before poly started, I was talking with another friend of mine and she told me the exact same thing. That who knows, maybe I will make good friends and enjoy myself in poly. Which in the end she was so damn right. And now with my friend saying the same thing, I wonder if the same thing is going to happen, that I will like life after poly.
I also remember another friend that said to me this, enjoy my school days, I will miss it when I am where my friend was at a couple of years back. Needless to say, I feel the same way as my friend now. Its just kinda weird that everyone's going back to school while I'm still having my "holiday". I went back to school last thur for the first time since school started and the moment I tapped out of the ticketing machine, I felt like a student again almost immediately. Wearing tshirt, shorts and slippers, and carrying only a file. Haha. And the moment I met my friend I kept telling her how good its to feel like a student again.
Anyways I've been very busy the last month with my driving lessons, planning for Primers orientation camp and occasionally meeting up with some friends when I can find time during my hectic schedule. Now that I left a few more lessons for my driving (cause I had lessons almost every morning since the start of april) and POC coming up in 2 weeks time, I wonder how this month will turn out to be. Hopefully this month will be the best month.
I want to talk more about POC but I guess its another topic for another day, cause there's so much I want to say about it.
Ben.
