Is it even when you know that the journey is different and difficult yet you feel like going through it again.

Is it even when you been hurt by someone and you told yourself you will never forget but yet suddenly one day you realised, what's the point of bearing grudges.

Is it even when its hard or impossible for you two to be together yet you still like the person the same and still willing to do things for that person.

Is it even when its all said and done, the person will not consider you now or even in the future yet you will still be patiently waiting.

Is it even when all these times you said you will never like someone who is of a certain trait yet you find yourself slowly admiring a person with that trait more and more.


I read somewhere on how to differentiate between love and admiration sometime back, so I'm trying to figure out which is which. Though someone told me recently that no point pondering so much either, since life is predestined. We ought to let things happen in its own way.

And we shall see where does it leads us to then.

On a side note, Dad's finally coming back next week.