Dear blog,
I give up.

I was really hoping to find some console and support that day actually, but I was hurt again and by the same reason. I got a thousand and one things to say but after so long I got no mood and I'm really tired of everything already. The only good thing that came up from the recent events is that I learn valuable lessons and my thinking has matured even more now.

Anyways this might be the last few entries I'll be writing in the near future. One of the main reasons I've been writing all this while has disappoint me so I see no point in carry on writing. Might be a good thing after all since I shall use this hiatus to keep myself busy, working towards my new goals and maybe start learning to cook which I wanted to do after I turn 21.

I'll write again when I achieved something, or when the feel is right again.

Goodbye, for now.


Ben.