Dear blog,
The past week was the worst week for me since a long time ago.

Knowing that field camp is next week last sunday when booking in was already quite bad, but to hear a news just when we are about to gather to fall in is the absolute worst. I didn't want to believe what I heard at first but until it was confirm by the commanders later at camp I was really shocked. Its sad, its really quite sad. I won't say what it is but just, its the third time for the third year. RIP

They say that field camp is the pinnacle of the whole BMT, they say that field camp is the time where morale are at its absolutely lowest ever, they say that field camp is where they break you down and turn you into a man. You know what I say, I say that what they all say is true. I can't describe how bad it was, how much shit we went through, how we broke down. Nevertheless we survived it and the feeling was indescribable. Right now I'm just preparing for the last two high key events next week and after that should be a better time for all of us already, hopefully.


Ben.