Dear blog,
Now that the day has finally come tomorrow, I can't describe how I'm feeling exactly right now.

I've spent 8 months waiting just for this day. Its kinda long but I guess its not a bad thing after all. These 8 months have been good, might be the best time of my life yet with no stress at all and having all the free time in the world. I had fun, I achieved my goal that I set out to do, and of course the best part every time during the holidays, meeting up with people that I care about.

Now that I'm going to start another chapter of my life things will be different for me. Compare to my whole life I guess now is one of the times I have a rough goal in my head and that I'm going to work towards it. I'm expecting quite alot from myself actually during this period of time. Somehow I feel that its important to have a source of motivation when I'm inside but I doubt I got any so I guess the only source of motivation for myself is myself. I'm going to work hard and do everything for the sake of myself. If there's a time I'm so determined, it would be now.

I know that from the moment I go in things will be totally different from then on. I will change for better or for worst but no matter what I will be different from what I am now. I always don't like changes, especially changes in between 2 phases in life where you have to learn how to adapt all over again. But I guess change is always inevitable.

I shall stop here cause I still got quite some stuffs that I need to do. I was rushing through most of this post so I don't think I cover everything that I wanted to say. Anyways I'll still post entries after I enlist so continue to check back here every now and then. Who knows another entry might be out sooner then expected.


Ben.