I don't know how to start.

In the morning I saw 2 missed call from Dicky. I got a feeling something was wrong so I called him back. He told me Dixon met with a motorbike accident and passed away. When I heard that, I started to feel as if its that very faithful day almost a year ago again.

U know, a few days back I was just thinking about Xing Zong. Its going to be his one year death anniversary soon, 26 July. And then, Dixon's accident happened. I start to wonder why things have to happen the way its happening. I thought I had already learnt the lesson to appreciate every single moment I have with people I really treasure. But why does it have to happen again? It seems not really fair to take away 2 friends within the time span of a year, it really isn't. And again the feeling really sucks.

I went to the funeral just now to see Dixon for one last time. When I was looking at him lying peacefully in the coffin, I suddenly remember the times during sec1 and 2. I still remember we bought a pokemon deck for him for his birthday and he would play with us even though he don't seems like a person who plays pokemon card. He wasn't a bad person at all, cause I can see good in him.

And even though we didn't talk much after secondary school, I was always hoping that one day the 8 of us can put aside everything and meet up for one more time. But then again, who am I kidding. I can't even bring the 4 of us back together, what's more 8 of us. But anyways that's not the point.

The point is yes no doubt I'm sadden by the fact I lost another friend, but I guess I have learnt to accept the fact that nothing is forever. And I'm really feeling alright, at least I didn't felt as bad as the other time. I just need some time to think. Thanks to those who asked and talked to me. I guess this is another point in life that I have to go through.

Goodbye, again.