10 May
Rainy day
Dear blog,
I guess quite many people are reading actually, and there might be more people which I don't know of that are reading too. But still, I'm going to write as if I'm the only one reading. Afterall all these are for me to read and think back and reminisce the past.I was typing this entry since friday night, saturday night and from this morning till now. I have alot to say actually but somehow I can't seem to type out exactly what I want to say. I don't know if things are going well for me right now cause it seems it is but yet it seems it isn't too.
I feel I've been a asshole lately. I keep doing stupid stuff that hurt other people and in a way also hurting myself. I don't want to run away from the problem already but I still always tend to do that. It really sucks to be feeling this way, it really do.
I guess just like what she said, she was right. That I'm still too young to handle my emotions.
Ben.