IPOD is this saturday. And today was the final ''training'' or ''practice'' or whatever u call it. All these basketball sessions since the beginning only helped me in one way. Help me realise that i can only dream about my dream.

Just this monday, Ben and i came back to Katib and we played against some secondary 2 guys. There was this guy who was as tall as me but his speed was way faster. I was blocking him where he faked me once and just ran past me. I was completely stunned. Usually tall people are not that agile. U see, i cant even play against a secondary 2, what's more against Primers from other polys.

Whatever left inside of me now is everything but confidence. To think i was so eager at first, hoping that our team may actually win. But now its hoping to not be the last team. And hell, we haven even seen our last member of the team yet. How great is that.



I am this close to giving up.
On u and basketball.