To think i was hesitant to go to orientation at the beginning. I guess it kinda felt something like your first day in primary school? U know that its going to be fun, but at the same time u cant help but feeling a little scare. Anyways its the end of semester 1 already. Things now are different from how it was in the beginning. At least everyone was still friendlier towards each other then, and personality didnt came out much. Maybe because we were strangers to each other. All 19 of us didnt know each other at all then. And what we could do was just smile at each other and try to think of things we might have in common, hoping our friendship would be established faster. Now, we are all too predictable by one another. Too used to each others' ways. Friends we thought we are going to be close with, turns out to be far from that. And friends we thought we never going to befriend with, turns out to be the ones we can confide in. Ironic how life is.

Lately i've been feeling strongly about bitches. I dont use to hate people, but now when i see bitches i'll have a very negative feeling about them. As if it wasn't bad enough when there are bitches in my lectures, my friend had to have one as a friend. The sight of her really irks me. The bitch, not my friend. Whenever i see her i just feel like going over to her and give her a bitchslap. Isn't she honoured? She have a slap named after her.

I'm not the same as i was when i just got into SP. Many things have happened since then, both good and bad. Considering what i gone through, going through and going to go through. Its hard not to change. Change both for the better and for the worst. I feel that i have grown up during this period of time. Taking on more responsibility and such because of my Dad's case. At least everything is going to be ok. I hope so.

Primers' IPOD challenge is coming. Run swim gym. That's what i'm going to do in this period of one month. Plus not forgetting basketball training. That's the main thing. I am a better man now compared to the old me, but still. I dont think i'm there yet. I'll just continue working towards it.



to be a better man.