Holidays are coming to an end. Unfortunately, the goals i set and the things i want to get done during this holiday did not go the way i wanted. No its not just 1 or 2 things, its all. Damm it

Before the holiday started, i planned to use the holiday to study. As in like REALLY study. I guess its about time i study hard, since for the past few years i didnt really do so. Trust me, even for O level i didnt put in my 100%. After the Os, i was kinda worried about my results. Well, that's what u can expect from someone who got 30 plus points for R4 during mid year. Told my dad about it and he scolded me for realising my mistake so late. Thank god when my result came, they were ok. Then my dad told me this, "I think god gave u this good result as a second chance, so u better well not disappoint god and study hard for poly." I was shocked when i heard this, cause my dad is not those really into god and stuffs. But i guess he was kinda right.

2 weeks of holidays just went past like this. Its been 2 months since school first started. i still remember the night before the orientation, i didnt want to go for the orientation. I didnt want to move on. In the end, orientation was pretty alright. But the people now, are far from the ones I know during orientation 2 months ago. Their true colours are starting to come out. Haha

And as for that previous post, i think i'm ok for now. Dont worry people. Just that when i'm at home i'll tend to think alot. Then when i'm out with friends, i'm totally fine. Here comes the problem, i cant be out with friends all the time, because i have to study. Lol. Speaking of study, i better get started with my revision already. Wont be touching my com for at least a few days, i hope. (: