Had alot fun at sentosa yesterday for Primers cluster activity. During dinner, Steven shared his story with Kayhwa and me. He said one sentence that struck me quite hard. It make me realised something very important. On the way back, i kept pondering and pondering over it.

I have alot of stuffs to think about. Is it the right time to say? I'm afraid that it might be too fast, but then again if i wait, i'm afraid it will be too late. Even if i convinced myself to say, what will happen after that? What will happen after everything's over? Now i know that i been so stupid in the past. I only care about what i want. I never thought about the consequences. Now that i realised it, i dont know what i should really do. The things u done make me think this way, but i'm afraid that it might turn out another way. Girl, i know u will be reading this. So please tell me what i should do cause i really dont know. I'm a dumb guy, i cant seem to catch hints. If its what u've been doing.



I think i can only avoid the problem for now. Until i am sure of what to do. Give me time to clear my head. Give me time..