Was supposed to be out the whole day for Sam's birthday celebration. The plan was to go back school for the bazaar, go shop and then eat a buffet or something. Initially i wanted to go cut my hair on thursday but gym session was pushed to that day so decided to cut on friday. Went to cut before going back school and the result was ok. Just that the barber suggested cutting my layer behind to a concave shape. I thought it would be ok so i agreed. I didn took a clear look of hows its like when i see from the barber's mirror. But when i went home to see thoroughly, it looks kinda weird. zZz. It looks like the hairstyle girls cut nowdays with the centre short and as it gets to the side, it gets longer. Making it like a inverted V shape or something. Thats the only problem, other than that my hair looks fine.
Yup there it is. Only took one photo of it. Didn bother to take alot. I like the top, the way they styled it is very nice. But dont know if i can style back the same way or not.
Ok like i said after cutting i went back to school. Saw many people and teachers. Talked to them. Nothing much else to say. So we all left school and went to a nearby coffeeshop to have our lunch. When we are done, the rests wanted to plan lan at chambers so we just followed. But turns out to be a very bad idea as there were many school kids there already. Wasted lots of time there deciding where to go next. End up going to someplace in town to play lan. zZz. Played a few hours then went to eat steamboat buffet nearby. Not everyone liked eating there. I was ok with it. Took the mrt back while some of us went to Zicheng's house to play blackjack. Played awhile and went home after that.
As u can see i can summarised the whole day in a few short paragraphs which means the day was pretty much boring. Some felt we wasted the whole day. Doing things which was not planned. Anyways thats not the main thing i want to blog about.
My juniors. Well.. some of them. I dont know but they just give me the feeling like i was a thing in the past. Aya i dont know how to explain this or type it out. But its just a feeling i have la. My seniors also kinda like move on or something. I know i cant expect them not to but i just feel that. Aya i just dont know how to explain. Felt a little upset when i heard something. Of course i have no rights being sad when u like someone but.. Aya i always did a little more things for u than the rests. Yes i admit. I got.. some feelings for u but its not like i want something in return or what. Just that i want u to be happy. Haiz. Dont know la. Why do i feel like this to some people. Am i abnormal or something. How can this type of things be shared.
Dont even know if they will read this post of not. Haiz. And dont mind me rambling stupid stuffs here. Just feel that i would feel better if i said it out. Yea and dont make wild guesses. Its not u. Not u either. Lol.