Wrote something last night but it was a stupid post so deleted it away.

Anyways, was going through my old stuffs when i stumbled upon some old foolscape papers. The first thing i saw on the papers were drawings of pigs. Naturally, memories came back and i remember what were they. This is going to be a long and boring post bout my past just to warn u.

The year was when i was just promoted to sec3 and got into class 3S2. I still remember i sat at the last seat of the second row nearest to the backdoor. Beside me was Siew shen and Michelle. As u know my 3 other best friends were all separated to different classes and Dixon that group were also in different class from me. I wasnt really close to Cheng fa that time too so i was almost like a newcomer to that class. Only close friends i have that time were Shiping and Amanda. But still i was more comfortable hanging out with guys last time. Ok so first few weeks of sec3 i was pretty quiet until Michelle started talking to me. As time passes we grw much closer and i was always hanging out with Cheryl and her. Siew shen was very quiet last time so did not talk much to him. Ya as i was saying Michelle sat next to me so we would always pass notes to each other in class. We would ''talk'' in a way of passing notes and she would always draw little piggy on the papers. I would sometimes make fun of her drawing and when i drew the pigs she would also make fun of mine.

Everytime after when teachers scold her in class, she would write on the foolscape paper and complain to me. Then of course me being me would always try to cheer her up with my drawings and make her laugh. Got one time i draw a fat teddy bear and she asked me why was it so fat. I said fat then nice to hug. So she replied me say Yingying also fat so ask me to go hug her since it was nice to hug. Haha. Michelle would also draw 2 pigs then label one is cute cute de innocent her and another one is pai kia (bad boy) de me. Lol. She everytime also say me pai kia. I still remember last time whenever i made her angry, i would pass her a note and say sorry. Then we would be ok le. We would also every night msg each other send those lame lame de goodnight msg. Sometimes she even send me good morning msg. Lol. I still keep those msg though. But they are all in my old phone.

Last time we can be so close.. Happily hanging out together, playing around in class and draw all those cute cute de piggys.. U all might be thinking if i liked her last time. But nope. She was just my best best friend. Yes its was. Like everything else when time passes, things will distanced itself. Even those things u hold so dear will always always slip away.. Haiz. Why people cant go back to the past. Why cant they live in the past forever. The past is great ma. Why must we always move on. I hate moving on. Fuck. Haiz..



Thats bout it. And yes if u find me emotional and whatever shit like a girl. I got nothing to say. Thats me. Bleah* :p