Ok.
Fine.
The previous post was kinda vulgar..

But i cant stand it le. I've been tolerating for very long. Cant be help if i just blew up. U think its easy to always smile and pretend nothing happen? U think its easy to hide your sadness anger fear under a slight smile? U think its easy everytime to take a step back and everything will be ok? I dont know bout u but i think i reach my limits le. I'm in smiles everytime but under that smile i'm not ok at all. I given all i could but noone appreciates it.

I had a huge quarrel with my mum last nite. Not that i want to hurt her or what but i was in a very foul mood. Constant nagging from her just annoys me. Now i feel guilty..

And i want to clear up something. I'm not blaming any individual. Regardless i talk to u before this thing. I'm blaming the WHOLE WORLD. Its not anyone's fault. Its my. Its always my fault. OK.